continue with the pictures...
This is da only tarc's shirt that I feel is nice lo... we got it for free... hehe....

M.I gals...

with Kent...lol... he seem like so proud like that..

with Joshua..

Angku's hat looks so funny...haha

with Jet.... (1901)hhaahaa

da  great singer Joseph...

40th Anniversary

Saturday...

Morning 10-12pm teaching gymrama, afternoon having video shooting with MAX I, night, performing in college for the 40th anniversary thingy...

super tired about that... here to share some pictures with u guys...

us with the make up artist...

is a nice experience for this.. changing cloths in the car, and the car full of cloth.... coz we shoot in those outdoor place which normally wont notice it... tired...but worth...hehe..

after the performance in college, this is da "dun huang" costum... looks like "guang yin" rite???

da MI guys...

with len lui Geradine...

this is my costum during da night performance... looks weird rite?? kaka..

my mum was shock when the moment she saw me in this look....

F-A-M-I-L-Y

Family, is the people who understand you urself the most...
Family, is the person who always be there to support and listen to you when you need them...
Family, is the person that you feel most comfortable with...
Family, is the people who always try to help you when you need...
Family, is the people who give you advice on someting you decide or do...
Family, is the most important person in ur life...
Family, is the people who willing to share ur sadness and happiness...
Family, is the person who willing to listen to you and understand how you feel in your way...

from this you can see the main "function" of family.
My family... is kinda complicated to explain.
I guess all my close frens will know why...
I din feel myself comfortable to be with my family...especially with my parents...

They will not be the 1st one let me share my feeling... especially the sad wan...
They don often advise me, but they usually order me...
They think they're always right, even though they're actually wrong, we still force to follow them..
They always think that I should did what they said, because they're my parents...
They won't try to understand what their daughters thinking, and they think we're always wrong...
They never praise us for any good performance that we had done, but only emphasis on our mistake, even tell the whole world about it.
They always "kutuk" you about your mistake... eventhough the mistake happened about hundred years before, they still will mention it all the time.
They keep on mention that how much money that spend on you for this month and wonder will you pay them back this amount when they're old and I'm working that time...
They always compare you with their friend's children and said that even they're 21, they still never go hand out with friends.. (lol...wtf)
They always mention that how much they sacrified to us, and we should thank them for this...
They think that they're our parents means is our god.
They often scold your friends for certain reasons...
They never think of their daughter is going to be 20.. and she have her own opinion and thinking.
They never never never...

I scare.....

I scare people look down on me
I scare people laugh behind me ( althought I know this will happen)
I scare my mum will tell the world about my bad things ( like it always happen)
I scare my friends do not put the trust on me
I scare something bad will happen to my future
I scare people cannot accept me
I scare no one will always able listen to me
I scare my parents feel dissapointed to me
I scare everyone feel fed up of me
I scare.... I scare... I scare......


but this is the mistake I did for myself... I need to accept the punnishment...
although I'm still cant really accept it....haiz...
but the fact cant really change..
I have no idea how to help myself... I even think of end my life just like this, seriously....
I know this is the stupid decision to have...
but I really suffer to make myself in this situation...
I try my best to act normal and happy infront of everyone, including you....
I din really tell everyone about this, I know there i no one to help me out....
I don wan to listen or see people's pity face or those it concern o what I did, but saying something behind me
that's why I choose to keep it...
maybe what I did is show that how stupid am I...
but I have my own reason to mad a decision..


please be appeciate to the good or nice situation that you guys having out there...
I bet U guys will never know how I feel for now......really.....

Joey...My lovely litter sister....

if I'm not mistaken... she is 4years old when she took this picture...

haha.... this hair style I tie for her wan lo....nice rite???aahhahahhahahha

this is when she 6 years old I think...

k, this took when I was 15... she probably 8 years old...

our teeth looks the same...kaka....

NOW... this is her current look!!!!ahahahhahaha....

she sure chop me if she saw tis in my blog....

well, I'm too boring.. and suddenly pop out an idea to post something about her,,, hehe...

this tiny little gal is now NATIONAL TEAM DIVER... that's y she look so dark like those "wai lao".... kaka... is my bad that always make fun of her and keep on mention her rabbit teeth growing bigger and bigger each day...haha....(luckily I'm wearing braces now)... kakakka...

Jacob's birthday

Yesterday me and elaine were very semangat wanna go for BEYONCE flash mob dancer audition wan. (is flash mob rite?? I'm not sure la. forgive me if I'm wrong) who know when we reach there, we like so jakun like that, wonder how come the whole big building only 2 of us, and we almost gonna find out the actual venue on our own wan. Luckily, my god bro JONATHAN appear, he is national team badminton player man, all the badminton national player are staying in MONT KIARA wan, and he show us the way to their studio for audition.


Guess what we saw after we reach the actual venue??? "sorry, today's audition will resume to friday, due to the PRE-PARTY of BEYONCE in ZOUK." lol...wth... the elaine straight away call to BOOJAE (the person incharge I think) and "boo" him awhile. lol... waste our time and petrol only...


After that we decided to have walk somewhere there la. coz normally we wont go till so far to walk wan right?? hehe... then we when to sri hartamas if not wrong. (now only know that I everything also not sure) we walk in to almost all the boutique to touch the cloths. haha...

Then we head to AMPANG's NONG & JIMMY's seafood restaurant to celebrate JACOB's birthday. 1st time when to this restaurant wei. all the food is nice la... I mean the fried ice, TOM YAM SOUP, and vegetable. I only took those food la. Those prawn and sotong... I think da TT people will give you comment la. As you know I'm half vegetarian d... lol...I drank 5 bowls of TOM YAM soup man.. You will know how tasty it is... hehe...

o ya, after the meal... AH FAI share a stupid joke with us which happen on his friend. lol... sound so funny...

Guess how we celebrate for JACOB and what we bought him for present... these are the pictures....

HAPPY BIRTHADAY TO U!!!!

hey, y u take of my cap???

and the story start.....

force him to wear that...

and the se-senior were enjoying there too... (got force by us)..haha...

me with da birthday boy... er... should i said boy??? or uncle???

here comes.....

Angie were busying her event thingy...

too bad that she cant join us la...

haiz....

Sorry... Thank you...

sorry for being childish

sorry for always showing my bad temper to you

sorry for making silly decision

sorry to hurt you

sorry to make u feel sad

sorry to let you worry so much about me

sorry for everything...

thanks for ur guiding

thanks for ur understanding

thanks for ur explaination

thanks for ur caring

thanks for ur lovely

thanks for always putting me in the 1st place

thanks you for everything...

I'm lucky to have you with me... Love you....

Future...

SIA is " Cost Cutting ". Management Staff salary cut by 10-20 %. other staff from 5 - 10 % .even Pilot force to take unpaid leave. SQ flight reduce 15 % since 2008. SQ will not take any new cabin crew for the next 12 months. SQ is " over cabin crew and Pilot " as this moment. check it out, when World Economic Return to normal .another great issue may happened to all airline. SQ may even " cut ' cabin crew " in next 3 to six months, due to H1N1 fall in demand of travel.

lol... SINGAPORE AIRLINE got no ANY interview for cabin crew for da following 12 months man.. haiz....sad...

I'm thinking whether to continue my Diploma studies anot... haiz...is waste of money if i stop like this... but...da situation cant allow me to think further about this I think... how bad....

I'm sending my resume to a few arline companies and to da private jet's company... c whether i wil get any reply from them anot.. however get or don, i oso got no any idea to choose which way for my future. haiz...

these few days I'm feeling damn super down... 1st time i feel that.. I need someone to listen to me, acc me.. but i found that there is no one... now only I realize that there is no one always be available when i need them. hw pity am I rite???

Jolene, you're not sorry....

BAD LUCK..... GO FAR AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Cupcakes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JIANG JIANG... Here comes the CUPCAKES that I love da most!!!!!! yummy yummy......

o ya... i din know that kitty become so in d... even can transform itself....

Cool rite????