I realize...

I start to feel insecure,

I start to worry more,

I start to think the "bad" side as much as I can,

I start to have negative thinking again,

I start to worry that whether I'm important to you or not,

I start to think that am I doing the right decision,

I start to think that maybe I'm another stupid girl to make and bring trouble to you,

I start to feel that you don love me anymore,

I start to feel that you got no more patient to me,

I start to feel that you're wasting your time on me,

I start to feel that I'm not the special person to you anymore,

I start to think that I'm the stupid, and heavy burden to you...

I know you will feel that I'm stupid,

I know you will said I think too much,

I know I'm just a girl to you,

I know I'm worry too much,

I know you will said I don trust you so much like before,

I know you won't understand how bad I feel,

I know you will blame me for making trouble,

I know you don't like the way I am,

I know I'm not your special one anymore,

I know I'm just a problem to you...

This is what I really feel from you...