appreciate...

Yesterday after rehearsal, when yam cha with her.
after having some girl's talk, I really feel that she is so 伟大. haha...
If i'm in her position, I could'nt do da same things like she did.
She din feel any anger to da guy that hurt her badly.
She still miss him badly.
She still think of his side, try to cover him when we "kutuk" da guy...

I suddenly feel myself damn lucky to have such a "smooth" relationship with HIM.
Should I said smooth?? although we always argue till macam having world war II...
1 week argue 3 days.
Sometimes cant even meet each other once in a week.
Always blame each other for not doing what we want.
But at least he wont makes me worry of that kinda problem.
he even plan much for our future....

I know I should appreciate it and care him more.
But I don..
I still blaming him this and that...

We when thru a lot of big and small problems,
everytime, he is da one that with me, and solve da problems together.

I don no how long we can stay with each other....
I don no how long he can stand with my temper...
I don no how long he will love me...
At least, he din treat me like those "bloody" guys treat and hurt their gf....

I appreciate to have you with me~~

vitamin "M" is so important~

Currently having da damn internship, makes me meet and hang out with my frens less, and sepnd my time less with HIM. kinda tiring for me...coz I work 7 days per week. seriously 7 days... LOL...working day n night everyday.. Cant blame anyone, I wan all these myself, not force by others. Sometimes, I feel so fed up n frustrated with all these, wonder y i make myself so pack n suffer for all da working stuff.. but no choice, all I need is da "M"!!!! I seriosly need money....!!!!!!!!!

I'm a girl that need a lot of  "facie" wan... I wont go Bet my mum n ask her to give me pocket money unless I'm totally broke. I wont ask HIM to pay my expenses, even when I really broke then maybe i will ask HIM to borrow a bit la.. BUT I will still pay him back wan!! hee....

since now i'm still in da student status, so must fully use up all my free time to earn all da side income before I started my future career.

I seriously wanna have a luxury life in future!!!! no matter how, I must work hard to make my life better....

its been so long~

I'm so sorry to leave my blog alone for so so so long...is my bad...hee...
I'm just to busy to update. hee...

k, talk about my current life.
I'm having internship with one of the travel agency that very near with my house.
I'm very satisfied with the job here. Although its a very small company..(you guys must be curious that y i said its small) coz they only got 1 BOSS 1 MANAGER and 1 STAFF which is me. haha...
but they still give me very good benefit. haha...
and the working time is so so so suitable for me!!!!!
I start working at 10am...and finish working at 5pm!!!!! and da time is damn flexible!!!
I no need to punch card when i reach or leave office. there is no any offend if i'm late.
I can even choose wheather I wanna work for saturday anot. wohoo!!!!
so if there is any show of part time for me during weekend, I can just tell my boss that I'm not available during which weekend. hehe...
Besides, I can even continue my part time as a tuition teacher during night time after I work, weekend can continue my dance show...
so my time table for weekdays is 10-5pm work, 6-10pm tuition or dance class. and somtimes 10-2am dance practice if we have performance during weekend.
I know this is crazy, but i really enjoy this. I fully use up my time in da useful thing and advoid myself to think so many of those passive thingy...hee...