Miss u guys........

Chinese new year is over... the time running damn fast la wei... I'm stil in da holiday mood by the way...haha
currently, addicted to alcohol and clubbing! OMG~~~~ I know is a bad habit. I will try my best to stop it anyway...

kinda boring to stay at my hometown TAIPING during da whole week holiday for chinese new year.
really boring!!! everyday stare at da tv to pass the day. lol...
But I got a lot of ang pau this year. don jealous la ya. especially damien....haha...

Miss tt gang and Max identity so damn much . so long din hang out with u guys d, don no what shape is u guys d. haha.. faster organize some event la or even a trip to hang out together again la... Maybe we can go kelantan again...kaka... (angku, know wat to do d ya...)

k la, gonna back to work...will update soon....
share some pic wit u guys next time la...
tata~~~~

I think I really did something that I not suppose to do...

haiz...but no point to regret d...

sorry...

Again the condition doesn seem to be better.
I don no what happen...
I think we really cant stay long d.
I cant really act don care or close my eyes n act don no...
Maybe you don really care.
But I cant...

That's why I hardly control my temper recently...
I keep on lossing it....
I know I'm hurting you...
I know you keep on thinking those are actually small matter...
That's da problem...
I think that is serious, but you're not...

Currently, we're not in good situation.

I feel so much insecure,

Many things happen around us.

i appreciate so much that u've being around me always and go thru with me.

Thanks for staying with me even you knew that.

Thanks for supporting my decision even though you wan it.

But I kinda disappointed to what you've said once u know that,

although there is no more changes can made

but both of us know that we won't ever forget this in our life right?

ok, that is already a past tense.

I also cant aspect anything

everything just happen so suddenly.

and we cant afford to take or accept it even.

anyway, is already over....

I hope you will do and remember what u have promise to me.

I wonder since when I relay on you so much

and even aspect so much from you then make myself disappointed,

after listen to what you've explain to me,

after happen so many things between us,

after we have settle da most serious problem between us,

after I have give another chance to you
I hope you wont let me feel disappointed again.
and

I realize that...

No man has loved me like you love me.