you're one of my best best friend....
we're so close to each other before....
w meet each other almost everyday...
we used to share everythings to each other...
but now, I not sure weather can fully trust you anot...
you try to hide a lot of things from me,
you even try to cheat me...
"fu yan" me when I'm asking you something...
even that is just a small matter...
I really donno what is your purpose on hiding things from me..
maybe you scare I will angry after you tell me da truth....
but I really prefer you let me know da truth than hiding or lying to me!!!!!!!
it is so hurt after I've found ut all these...
even that is just a small little tiny matter...
it makes me from the feeling of loving you as friend and slowly turning to HATE!!!!
seriouslyy....
I know you have a lot of friends outside...
you good in socialize...
you can easily find another replacement....
but I cant...
you make me feel hurts...really hurt..
I not sure weather we can manage to back like last time...
but I barely trust you with all my heart d....
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Saturday, October 2, 2010
FED UP
you are the most closer person in my life,
you are the 1st person I saw during da 1st moment I came to this world...
you used to "sayang" me so much during my childhood,
I used to put u in da 1st place...
you used to dream that I will be a good girl in future,
you sent me to variety of classes to make me bacome a "great & perfect" person in future...
you sent me to piano, ballet, gymnastic, lots of tuition, wushu, and even singing classes...
you used to put a lot of hope on me...
you used to spend a lot of money on me...
I used to listen to you even you're wrong...
but for now, this are all become past tense...
we fed up to each other...
I don remember since when we started to be in this situation.
since when, you start to yell at me everytime you wanted to tell me something,
since when, you start to scold or disagree with what I did, what I think, and what I decided...
since when our conversation is just between housework and housework...
since when, you started to count everything with me,
since when, you started to complain me to each and everyone of your friends...
since when, we got no any topic to communicate besides money and housework..
since when, you keep on mention that how bad is your luck, how pity are you to have such daughter like me.
do you ever know that I feel very hurt when everytime you started to scold me like no body business??
do you ever know that I really try my best to listen to you even you're wrong just because I respect you??
do you ever know that I try my best to help whenever you need???
do you ever know why I start to become so rude to you??
do you ever know that I really mind that everytime you complaining something bad about me to someone??
do you ever realise that I'm not a small little princess like what you think before??
do you ever know that I have my own thinking and decision in everything I do??
do you ever know that there is not da 1st time I wanna end my life everytime you said somthing hurts me and I want you to regret on what you do to me?????!!!!!!!!!!!!
do you know that what make me turn so rude to you????
you will never know this forever I guess..
you are the 1st person I saw during da 1st moment I came to this world...
you used to "sayang" me so much during my childhood,
I used to put u in da 1st place...
you used to dream that I will be a good girl in future,
you sent me to variety of classes to make me bacome a "great & perfect" person in future...
you sent me to piano, ballet, gymnastic, lots of tuition, wushu, and even singing classes...
you used to put a lot of hope on me...
you used to spend a lot of money on me...
I used to listen to you even you're wrong...
but for now, this are all become past tense...
we fed up to each other...
I don remember since when we started to be in this situation.
since when, you start to yell at me everytime you wanted to tell me something,
since when, you start to scold or disagree with what I did, what I think, and what I decided...
since when our conversation is just between housework and housework...
since when, you started to count everything with me,
since when, you started to complain me to each and everyone of your friends...
since when, we got no any topic to communicate besides money and housework..
since when, you keep on mention that how bad is your luck, how pity are you to have such daughter like me.
do you ever know that I feel very hurt when everytime you started to scold me like no body business??
do you ever know that I really try my best to listen to you even you're wrong just because I respect you??
do you ever know that I try my best to help whenever you need???
do you ever know why I start to become so rude to you??
do you ever know that I really mind that everytime you complaining something bad about me to someone??
do you ever realise that I'm not a small little princess like what you think before??
do you ever know that I have my own thinking and decision in everything I do??
do you ever know that there is not da 1st time I wanna end my life everytime you said somthing hurts me and I want you to regret on what you do to me?????!!!!!!!!!!!!
do you know that what make me turn so rude to you????
you will never know this forever I guess..
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