you!!!! yes you!!!!

you're one of my best best friend....
we're so close to each other before....
w meet each other almost everyday...
we used to share everythings to each other...

but now, I not sure weather can fully trust you anot...
you try to hide a lot of things from me,
you even try to cheat me...
"fu yan" me when I'm asking you something...

even that is just a small matter...
I really donno what is your purpose on hiding things from me..

maybe you scare I will angry after you tell me da truth....

but I really prefer you let me know da truth than hiding or lying to me!!!!!!!
it is so hurt after I've found ut all these...
even that is just a small little tiny matter...

it makes me from the feeling of loving you as friend and slowly turning to HATE!!!!
seriouslyy....

I know you have a lot of friends outside...
you good in socialize...
you can easily find another replacement....
but I cant...

you make me feel hurts...really hurt..
I not sure weather we can manage to back like last time...
but I barely trust you with all my heart d....

FED UP

you are the most closer person in my life,
you are the 1st person I saw during da 1st moment I came to this world...
you used to "sayang" me so much during my childhood,
I used to put u in da 1st place...
you used to dream that I will be a good girl in future,
you sent me to variety of classes to make me bacome a "great & perfect" person in future...
you sent me to piano, ballet, gymnastic, lots of tuition, wushu, and even singing classes...
you used to put a lot of hope on me...
you used to spend a lot of money on me...
I used to listen to you even you're wrong...

but for now, this are all become past tense...

we fed up to each other...
I don remember since when we started to be in this situation.

since when, you start to yell at me everytime you wanted to tell me something,
since when, you start to scold or disagree with what I did, what I think, and what I decided...
since when our conversation is just between housework and housework...
since when, you started to count everything with me,
since when, you started to complain me to each and everyone of your friends...
since when, we got no any topic to communicate besides money and housework..
since when, you keep on mention that how bad is your luck, how pity are you to have such daughter like me.

do you ever know that I feel very hurt when everytime you started to scold me like no body business??
do you ever know that I really try my best to listen to you even you're wrong just because I respect you??
do you ever know that I try my best to help whenever you need???
do you ever know why I start to become so rude to you??
do you ever know that I really mind that everytime you complaining something bad about me to someone??
do you ever realise that I'm not a small little princess like what you think before??
do you ever know that I have my own thinking and decision in everything I do??
do you ever know that there is not da 1st time I wanna end my life everytime you said somthing hurts me and I want you to regret on what you do to me?????!!!!!!!!!!!!
do you know that what make me turn so rude to you????

you will never know this forever I guess..

不要因为在一起时间久了，觉得感情稳定了，什么都无所谓了，而忽略了对方...

两个人在一起久了，好多年。感情已经很稳定、彼此了解、不会分手，觉得已经是家人、是亲人了...一个眼神，一个微小的动作，都知道对方在想什么、要做什么，知道这辈子就是他了。一切都顺理成章的进行着，就等着毕业、工作、结婚,并不能因为这样的稳定，而忽略了生活上的细节，从而忽略了对方的感觉。就算再坚固的感情，也会受伤、也会被别人趁虚而入的。所以，我们要注意这些小节，因为生活就是由每个小节组成的。如果你不想分手，想一直走一辈子。那么，请注意以下这些：

1、随时能联系到彼此。因为生活学习工作的原因，两个人经常分开是难免的，而对现在的我们来说，手机应是我们最主要的联系工具。不要没事就关机，或者不带电话，电话没电要及时换电池、充电。我给你打电话，不是要监督你、检查你，而是要知道你平安，你现在很好。所以，请24小时开机，如果当时因为种种原因没有接电话，事后一定要马上打回来，主动说明原因。

2、经常谈心，让彼此知道对方的想法。这一点是两个人长久相处最重要的一点。不沟通哪来的彼此了解，不了解怎么能形成默契。你也不用像做思想汇报一样的说自己的心理活动。就像聊天一样，说说自己身边发生的事，自己的想法，或者说说两个人之间的相处之道。谈恋爱谈恋爱，不交谈怎么恋爱？不要把什么都憋在心里，这样你憋得难受，我猜得也难受，女人本来就是爱胡思乱想的。往往很多事，你把它说出来，反而倒没事了。你什么都不说，只会没事变有事，甜蜜变伤心.

3、吵架要发泄出来，不能隔夜。两个人在一起，吵架是避免不了的。但是希望两个人不要冷战，可以争吵，可以打架。让彼此都发泄出来，这样才不会生病。更不要隔夜，生气睡觉是最容易死人的，除非你是没心没肺的那种，躺下就着，一点事儿没有的。但最好还是当天解决，因为很多事往往越搁越难解决。

4、互相尊重。不光说话要互相尊重，还要尊重彼此的思想、行为。尤其是在对方朋友面前，不要过分的显示你有多么牛，你一定要占上风，因为主角本来就不是你。不是说，你在他朋友面前，一定要给足他面子，贬低自己，那样他在朋友面前就会显得怎么怎么样，就是爱他、尊重他。而是说不要刻意的贬低他，显示自己，而是要互相捧着说，那样才会让别人觉得你们是互相尊重，感情平等的。

5、不要跟异性朋友没完没了的联系。每个人都有异性朋友，这也不是什么不好的事情。反而能说明你这个人心理很健康。但是你的异性朋友不要太多，超过同性朋友更是有问题的。联系可以，但不要太过频繁。有这么一句话：“跟爱人吵架，跟陌生人说心里话。”你跟异性朋友永远是温柔的，心里话都说给她们。可是跟爱人却是冷漠的，惜字如金的，什么心里话都不说。那么你们的感情肯定经不起一点儿风浪，和平也只是暂时的，一旦对方受不了了，爆发了，那么你们肯定就完蛋了。

6、不要吝啬你的嘴。两个人交往，甜言蜜语是应该的，这也是最增进感情的一种方式。不要因为在一起时间久了，觉得没必要说这些了，就吝啬自己的嘴，情话要经常说。三天没见就必须说想念，不想也得这么说。“不就是才一个月见不到吗？”这种话绝对不能说，太伤人心。

7、态度决定一切。不要动不动就不耐烦、发脾气、乱吼。谁都有心情不好，谁都有不高兴的时候。但是你要跟对方说明原因，不要无缘无故的凶人。

8、两个人吵架，不管是谁的错，必须有人先低头道歉，哄对方；而另一个人也必须很给面子的配合，迅速和好。

们长大了，不再像小时候那么单纯，一看就懂。这个世界上的诱惑也变多了，你不去招惹她，她会来倒贴你的。人越大，心思就越多。如果你不去努力维护你的感情，不去用心的对待你的另一半，那么再坚定地感情也会被摧毁的。

We did non of this above...

I suddenly feel that don no we will go long anot,

or we got nothing by the end...

I seriously no idea with it...

we have our own problems, as you always said non of da human are perfect in the world.

but, should we think back how we actually behave to each other...

if not...we're actually wasting our time...

Max Identity ft Fai Perform at Genting

1st of all, wanna thank you FELLEST that giving us such a good opporturnity to perform on da Times Square's Stage...haha...and also taking good care of us..even there is some of us were not performing....

We practice 20 minutes routine within 1 week times to perform there, I understand this is not a things to be proud of, but what to do...Each of our member were so so so busy....haiz...We only got one day practice with full members then headed to genting next day d...haiz...

We need to perform four times for da weekends, I think we only manage to did one nearly to perfect de routine... haiz...Don no weather is a good or not...

Anyway, we still had a lot of fun, and learn a lot of things..haha... such as, changing cloths in a very short time, dance till cant really breath d still have to put on smile...LOL....

Lets let da pictures to explain the rest...hee

Here with our routine...

The begining of da routine.

then...

and fly...

Jackson's time...hehe

Aaaabbbuuukkeeatttttt!!!!!!!!!!

Gee gee gee gee....(girls)

Guy's turn for GEEE....

then togeher, gee gee gee gee...baby baby baby....

continue with abukeat....

Girls always  win...haha

Jackson's solo time...

No comment....haha

Kent with his Locking solo....

gal gal's time....

The guys doing some stupid n funny moves as usual...

Angku, intro for da bboy routine...

wohoo...leng chai nya...

together...obviously, kent n fai faster than d others....lol

 Locking routine...

Pac man...

the ending of pac man...(jackson so cute..)

Circus for da last song...

Bang!!!

can c that there is a lt of blue black around my knee...haiz...

ta da....Our Last Pose....

the pictures behind the stage...haha...

Enjoy~

The conclusion, we should improve our stamina in order to prevent those "pucat" looking on da stage, and also have to put a lot of effort to improve our routine..haha

I know we can do it!!!!

had a lot of fun with you guys...

love ya...

Ciara - Promise

Come enjoy the life
Baby take a ride
I just wanna vibe with you, you
Baby you and I can have a good time
Tell me what you like
Oo oo

[Spoken]
Now listen
I've been single for a while now
And I've been kind of lonely
But I'm looking for somebody to talk to,
Love me, someone who can hold me,
Is that you?

I'm looking for somebody I can call boo
Looking for the only one that I can give my all to
Tell me if it's you, you, you
What you wanna do, do, do
Make your move
You can be my teacher
I'll do homework
You can give me extra credit, baby
I'll do more work
What you wanna do, do, do
Now it's me and you, you, you
Make a move

This mood is so right
It feels so right
You can be my prince
My knight
You can be my superman
Save me here I am

'Cause baby
There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy
There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy

You and me together
Picture perfect
I'll spend all my money all my time
Because you're worth it
It's just me and you, you, you
What you wanna do, do, do
Make a move
Call me mama, spoil you like a baby
Thinking about you, dreaming about you
Got me going crazy
What you wanna do, do, do
Now it's me and you, you, you
Make a move

This mood is so right
It feels so right
You can be my prince
My knight
You can be my superman
Save me here I am

Baby
There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy
There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy

[Spoken]
I mean everything that I say
From the bottom of my heart
I will never, never ever hurt you
I open my heart

Open my heart
Give it to you
Tell the whole world that I'm in love with you
Whatever you want
Baby I'll do
I know I don't want nobody else but you

There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy
There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy

Dedicate this to my special one...

The late update about my REDANG trip

I wish to go here since I've watched da summer more more tea, at last I when.....hehe....
Met a lot of new friends from this trip... Actually I hope to go with all da ex tt wan, but never mind la, at least angie and darbee is with me. hehe...

Da 1st day i when, I totally in da SICK mode, having high fever and my eyes look like fish ball, due to don no what kinda allergy I'm having, really suffer when we'll on da way to jetty by bus, I think darbee feel more suffer there, cause I keep on disturb him whenever I'm awake or feeling suffer. haiz... Seriously, I hate sick, cause of da allergy, I cant take any medicine to let me feel better, even useless to visit doctor. haiz... Pity darbee that need to take care of me. Sorry to let u worry ya.

I feel much more better after we arrived there, and I when snorkelling with da gang in da same day with my fish ball eyes. haha. Don care la, I pay so much for da trip, I cant just stay in da resort and sleep right??!!! hehe...

Da trip is really fun, haha...seriously fun... Hotel is nice also, but i think da light in da room in too romantic la, we need to use torch light to find our cloths ler. haha...

Thanks 31 that organize such a nice trip for us. Hope to have another trip with u guys again, and hope I can join da "drink" party with you guys, cause of da sickness, i cant join da party with ya. Anyway, is fun to see how they drunk after that, haha...especially angie....kaka...pity her darling that need to take care of her. haha..

K, picture's time....