This is my castle...dreams...n secret garden...

I'm officially graduated!!!

2011-09-23T21:20:00.000-07:00

Just got my result last week, and I pass all my subject with flying colours!! WOHOO....!!!! the good things started to happen around me... hope the good luck will stay with me forever... haha..

Yet, there is still more exams coming up... kinda worry with that, cause once I failed, I gonna be in big trouble. Working with airline sound cool, but guys...believe me... it is seriously tough! You need learn a lot of things, memories what you've learn, and apply it to your work.... hope the good luck are still around me... hmm...

2011-09-15T23:08:00.000-07:00

I guess most of the people around me know the reason I'm choosing Tourism Management for my Diploma. Actually I wanted to take Airport management, but it only available in UK, n my family couldn't afford to support me such a big amount, therefore I end up choosing this.

Well, once people know i'm taking Tourism management, the first question they will be asking is:" wa, you wanna be a tour guide?" lol... guys, it is a MANAGEMENT! do you think a tour guide need management?? to be a tour guide, you need to take a short course and have a legal license. So there is nothing to do with management ok.... with this course, you can work in travel industry, hotel industry, airline industry and even bank industry. Because it is related to management, and we're more on theory. Therefore, you will have more choices after you graduate. People who work in travel industry they tend to feel we're kinda waste of money to study this, cause in this industry they more emphasis with experience. But never mind, at least you get a Diploma cert and is good enough to compare with those who only have SPM. Besides, you're also learn a lot of things and knowledge while you're studying. So please further your studies after SPM if you can afford it.

Continue with the reason why I choose this course for my Diploma. To become a part of aviation field is my childhood dream, that's why I choose something related to this, so that i can work in the airline, airport or even airplane. People who know me well they will definitely thought I'm kidding, cause usually I'm those crazy type of person. I play to the max, eat to the max, and enjoy to the max. This is what I'm done during my college life. LOL....But after I've done with my studies, I will definitely concentrate with my career. And how lucky that i manage to get a career in aviation field which I dream for so long. Although it is not easy as I think, it need to go thru a training which is compulsory before you start working , and you're require to pass all their exams just to start your career, and even manage to accept whats the senior did to you when you start working with them, but I will still work very hard and try my best to make it happen successfully.

Wish me luck guys...

如果一人男人真的爱你

2011-05-11T22:57:00.000-07:00

如果一个男人真的爱你，他不会冷落你超过三天，因为想念你的日子很难度过。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会给你一个甜蜜的称呼，只属于他一个人喊的称呼，即使你有时不喜欢，但这也是爱你的一种！

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会把你当孩子般宠爱，但是自己又说不出宠你的原因。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会让你开心快乐，不会带给眼泪。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他的手机会24小时为你开机，随时随地让你能够找到他。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会觉得你是最好的，不会将你和其他女人做比较，即便你并不优秀。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会抽出时间来陪你，即使自己真的很忙，因为他看不见你会很想你。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他不会要求你减肥，因为他会把你的身体健康看作第一位。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会很想和你生活在一起，会把你看成是生命中最重要的。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会经常紧紧地抱着你，让你感受他的心跳。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会在你睡着的时候轻轻吻你，因为你是他的天使。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会给你买你喜欢的东西，并且很高兴陪你逛街。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会默默地为你付出一切，但很少让你知道他所做的牺牲。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会看你吃饭的时候傻笑，然后把好吃都留给你吃，那怕他只喝汤，心里也会很高兴。

如果一个男人爱你，他会不厌其烦提醒你吃饭，穿衣服，听你烦了，他还是要提醒你，因为你生病就是对他最大的伤害。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会记住你说的每句话，哪怕是一句小玩笑，他也会放心里。然后努力改变自己的生活习惯。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他会只对你一个人好，虽然他身边的朋友说他重色轻友，但是如果他朋友出事，他也会像担心你一样担心他们。所以不要说他不够义气。

如果一人男人真的爱你，在你过马路的时候会紧张的拉着你的手，怕你横冲直撞出什么事，所以你不要甩开他的手。

如果一个男人真的爱你，他的手机里都是关于你的东西，想你的时候会对着手机傻笑，回忆美好的幸福！！

appreciate...

2011-03-30T23:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday after rehearsal, when yam cha with her.
after having some girl's talk, I really feel that she is so 伟大. haha...
If i'm in her position, I could'nt do da same things like she did.
She din feel any anger to da guy that hurt her badly.
She still miss him badly.
She still think of his side, try to cover him when we "kutuk" da guy...

I suddenly feel myself damn lucky to have such a "smooth" relationship with HIM.
Should I said smooth?? although we always argue till macam having world war II...
1 week argue 3 days.
Sometimes cant even meet each other once in a week.
Always blame each other for not doing what we want.
But at least he wont makes me worry of that kinda problem.
he even plan much for our future....

I know I should appreciate it and care him more.
But I don..
I still blaming him this and that...

We when thru a lot of big and small problems,
everytime, he is da one that with me, and solve da problems together.

I don no how long we can stay with each other....
I don no how long he can stand with my temper...
I don no how long he will love me...
At least, he din treat me like those "bloody" guys treat and hurt their gf....

I appreciate to have you with me~~

vitamin "M" is so important~

2011-03-27T21:56:00.000-07:00

Currently having da damn internship, makes me meet and hang out with my frens less, and sepnd my time less with HIM. kinda tiring for me...coz I work 7 days per week. seriously 7 days... LOL...working day n night everyday.. Cant blame anyone, I wan all these myself, not force by others. Sometimes, I feel so fed up n frustrated with all these, wonder y i make myself so pack n suffer for all da working stuff.. but no choice, all I need is da "M"!!!! I seriosly need money....!!!!!!!!!

I'm a girl that need a lot of "facie" wan... I wont go Bet my mum n ask her to give me pocket money unless I'm totally broke. I wont ask HIM to pay my expenses, even when I really broke then maybe i will ask HIM to borrow a bit la.. BUT I will still pay him back wan!! hee....

since now i'm still in da student status, so must fully use up all my free time to earn all da side income before I started my future career.

I seriously wanna have a luxury life in future!!!! no matter how, I must work hard to make my life better....

its been so long~

2011-03-18T01:16:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry to leave my blog alone for so so so long...is my bad...hee...
I'm just to busy to update. hee...

k, talk about my current life.
I'm having internship with one of the travel agency that very near with my house.
I'm very satisfied with the job here. Although its a very small company..(you guys must be curious that y i said its small) coz they only got 1 BOSS 1 MANAGER and 1 STAFF which is me. haha...
but they still give me very good benefit. haha...
and the working time is so so so suitable for me!!!!!
I start working at 10am...and finish working at 5pm!!!!! and da time is damn flexible!!!
I no need to punch card when i reach or leave office. there is no any offend if i'm late.
I can even choose wheather I wanna work for saturday anot. wohoo!!!!
so if there is any show of part time for me during weekend, I can just tell my boss that I'm not available during which weekend. hehe...
Besides, I can even continue my part time as a tuition teacher during night time after I work, weekend can continue my dance show...
so my time table for weekdays is 10-5pm work, 6-10pm tuition or dance class. and somtimes 10-2am dance practice if we have performance during weekend.
I know this is crazy, but i really enjoy this. I fully use up my time in da useful thing and advoid myself to think so many of those passive thingy...hee...

you!!!! yes you!!!!

2010-10-28T02:17:00.000-07:00

you're one of my best best friend....
we're so close to each other before....
w meet each other almost everyday...
we used to share everythings to each other...

but now, I not sure weather can fully trust you anot...
you try to hide a lot of things from me,
you even try to cheat me...
"fu yan" me when I'm asking you something...

even that is just a small matter...
I really donno what is your purpose on hiding things from me..

maybe you scare I will angry after you tell me da truth....

but I really prefer you let me know da truth than hiding or lying to me!!!!!!!
it is so hurt after I've found ut all these...
even that is just a small little tiny matter...

it makes me from the feeling of loving you as friend and slowly turning to HATE!!!!
seriouslyy....

I know you have a lot of friends outside...
you good in socialize...
you can easily find another replacement....
but I cant...

you make me feel hurts...really hurt..
I not sure weather we can manage to back like last time...
but I barely trust you with all my heart d....

FED UP

2010-10-02T22:46:00.000-07:00

you are the most closer person in my life,
you are the 1st person I saw during da 1st moment I came to this world...
you used to "sayang" me so much during my childhood,
I used to put u in da 1st place...
you used to dream that I will be a good girl in future,
you sent me to variety of classes to make me bacome a "great & perfect" person in future...
you sent me to piano, ballet, gymnastic, lots of tuition, wushu, and even singing classes...
you used to put a lot of hope on me...
you used to spend a lot of money on me...
I used to listen to you even you're wrong...

but for now, this are all become past tense...

we fed up to each other...
I don remember since when we started to be in this situation.

since when, you start to yell at me everytime you wanted to tell me something,
since when, you start to scold or disagree with what I did, what I think, and what I decided...
since when our conversation is just between housework and housework...
since when, you started to count everything with me,
since when, you started to complain me to each and everyone of your friends...
since when, we got no any topic to communicate besides money and housework..
since when, you keep on mention that how bad is your luck, how pity are you to have such daughter like me.

do you ever know that I feel very hurt when everytime you started to scold me like no body business??
do you ever know that I really try my best to listen to you even you're wrong just because I respect you??
do you ever know that I try my best to help whenever you need???
do you ever know why I start to become so rude to you??
do you ever know that I really mind that everytime you complaining something bad about me to someone??
do you ever realise that I'm not a small little princess like what you think before??
do you ever know that I have my own thinking and decision in everything I do??
do you ever know that there is not da 1st time I wanna end my life everytime you said somthing hurts me and I want you to regret on what you do to me?????!!!!!!!!!!!!
do you know that what make me turn so rude to you????

you will never know this forever I guess..

不要因为在一起时间久了，觉得感情稳定了，什么都无所谓了，而忽略了对方...

2010-08-06T01:26:00.000-07:00

两个人在一起久了，好多年。感情已经很稳定、彼此了解、不会分手，觉得已经是家人、是亲人了...一个眼神，一个微小的动作，都知道对方在想什么、要做什么，知道这辈子就是他了。一切都顺理成章的进行着，就等着毕业、工作、结婚,并不能因为这样的稳定，而忽略了生活上的细节，从而忽略了对方的感觉。就算再坚固的感情，也会受伤、也会被别人趁虚而入的。所以，我们要注意这些小节，因为生活就是由每个小节组成的。如果你不想分手，想一直走一辈子。那么，请注意以下这些：

1、随时能联系到彼此。因为生活学习工作的原因，两个人经常分开是难免的，而对现在的我们来说，手机应是我们最主要的联系工具。不要没事就关机，或者不带电话，电话没电要及时换电池、充电。我给你打电话，不是要监督你、检查你，而是要知道你平安，你现在很好。所以，请24小时开机，如果当时因为种种原因没有接电话，事后一定要马上打回来，主动说明原因。

2、经常谈心，让彼此知道对方的想法。这一点是两个人长久相处最重要的一点。不沟通哪来的彼此了解，不了解怎么能形成默契。你也不用像做思想汇报一样的说自己的心理活动。就像聊天一样，说说自己身边发生的事，自己的想法，或者说说两个人之间的相处之道。谈恋爱谈恋爱，不交谈怎么恋爱？不要把什么都憋在心里，这样你憋得难受，我猜得也难受，女人本来就是爱胡思乱想的。往往很多事，你把它说出来，反而倒没事了。你什么都不说，只会没事变有事，甜蜜变伤心.

3、吵架要发泄出来，不能隔夜。两个人在一起，吵架是避免不了的。但是希望两个人不要冷战，可以争吵，可以打架。让彼此都发泄出来，这样才不会生病。更不要隔夜，生气睡觉是最容易死人的，除非你是没心没肺的那种，躺下就着，一点事儿没有的。但最好还是当天解决，因为很多事往往越搁越难解决。

4、互相尊重。不光说话要互相尊重，还要尊重彼此的思想、行为。尤其是在对方朋友面前，不要过分的显示你有多么牛，你一定要占上风，因为主角本来就不是你。不是说，你在他朋友面前，一定要给足他面子，贬低自己，那样他在朋友面前就会显得怎么怎么样，就是爱他、尊重他。而是说不要刻意的贬低他，显示自己，而是要互相捧着说，那样才会让别人觉得你们是互相尊重，感情平等的。

5、不要跟异性朋友没完没了的联系。每个人都有异性朋友，这也不是什么不好的事情。反而能说明你这个人心理很健康。但是你的异性朋友不要太多，超过同性朋友更是有问题的。联系可以，但不要太过频繁。有这么一句话：“跟爱人吵架，跟陌生人说心里话。”你跟异性朋友永远是温柔的，心里话都说给她们。可是跟爱人却是冷漠的，惜字如金的，什么心里话都不说。那么你们的感情肯定经不起一点儿风浪，和平也只是暂时的，一旦对方受不了了，爆发了，那么你们肯定就完蛋了。

6、不要吝啬你的嘴。两个人交往，甜言蜜语是应该的，这也是最增进感情的一种方式。不要因为在一起时间久了，觉得没必要说这些了，就吝啬自己的嘴，情话要经常说。三天没见就必须说想念，不想也得这么说。“不就是才一个月见不到吗？”这种话绝对不能说，太伤人心。

7、态度决定一切。不要动不动就不耐烦、发脾气、乱吼。谁都有心情不好，谁都有不高兴的时候。但是你要跟对方说明原因，不要无缘无故的凶人。

8、两个人吵架，不管是谁的错，必须有人先低头道歉，哄对方；而另一个人也必须很给面子的配合，迅速和好。

们长大了，不再像小时候那么单纯，一看就懂。这个世界上的诱惑也变多了，你不去招惹她，她会来倒贴你的。人越大，心思就越多。如果你不去努力维护你的感情，不去用心的对待你的另一半，那么再坚定地感情也会被摧毁的。

We did non of this above...

I suddenly feel that don no we will go long anot,

or we got nothing by the end...

I seriously no idea with it...

we have our own problems, as you always said non of da human are perfect in the world.

but, should we think back how we actually behave to each other...

if not...we're actually wasting our time...

Max Identity ft Fai Perform at Genting

2010-08-05T23:38:00.000-07:00

1st of all, wanna thank you FELLEST that giving us such a good opporturnity to perform on da Times Square's Stage...haha...and also taking good care of us..even there is some of us were not performing....

We practice 20 minutes routine within 1 week times to perform there, I understand this is not a things to be proud of, but what to do...Each of our member were so so so busy....haiz...We only got one day practice with full members then headed to genting next day d...haiz...

We need to perform four times for da weekends, I think we only manage to did one nearly to perfect de routine... haiz...Don no weather is a good or not...

Anyway, we still had a lot of fun, and learn a lot of things..haha... such as, changing cloths in a very short time, dance till cant really breath d still have to put on smile...LOL....

Lets let da pictures to explain the rest...hee

Here with our routine...

The begining of da routine.

then...

and fly...

Jackson's time...hehe

Aaaabbbuuukkeeatttttt!!!!!!!!!!

Gee gee gee gee....(girls)

Guy's turn for GEEE....

then togeher, gee gee gee gee...baby baby baby....

continue with abukeat....

Girls always win...haha

Jackson's solo time...

No comment....haha

Kent with his Locking solo....

gal gal's time....

The guys doing some stupid n funny moves as usual...

Angku, intro for da bboy routine...

wohoo...leng chai nya...

together...obviously, kent n fai faster than d others....lol

Locking routine...

Pac man...

the ending of pac man...(jackson so cute..)

Circus for da last song...

Bang!!!

can c that there is a lt of blue black around my knee...haiz...

ta da....Our Last Pose....

the pictures behind the stage...haha...

Enjoy~

The conclusion, we should improve our stamina in order to prevent those "pucat" looking on da stage, and also have to put a lot of effort to improve our routine..haha

I know we can do it!!!!

had a lot of fun with you guys...

love ya...

Ciara - Promise

2010-07-28T09:54:00.000-07:00

Come enjoy the life
Baby take a ride
I just wanna vibe with you, you
Baby you and I can have a good time
Tell me what you like
Oo oo

[Spoken]
Now listen
I've been single for a while now
And I've been kind of lonely
But I'm looking for somebody to talk to,
Love me, someone who can hold me,
Is that you?

I'm looking for somebody I can call boo
Looking for the only one that I can give my all to
Tell me if it's you, you, you
What you wanna do, do, do
Make your move
You can be my teacher
I'll do homework
You can give me extra credit, baby
I'll do more work
What you wanna do, do, do
Now it's me and you, you, you
Make a move

This mood is so right
It feels so right
You can be my prince
My knight
You can be my superman
Save me here I am

'Cause baby
There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy
There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy

You and me together
Picture perfect
I'll spend all my money all my time
Because you're worth it
It's just me and you, you, you
What you wanna do, do, do
Make a move
Call me mama, spoil you like a baby
Thinking about you, dreaming about you
Got me going crazy
What you wanna do, do, do
Now it's me and you, you, you
Make a move

This mood is so right
It feels so right
You can be my prince
My knight
You can be my superman
Save me here I am

Baby
There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy
There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy

[Spoken]
I mean everything that I say
From the bottom of my heart
I will never, never ever hurt you
I open my heart

Open my heart
Give it to you
Tell the whole world that I'm in love with you
Whatever you want
Baby I'll do
I know I don't want nobody else but you

There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy
There's nothing I won't do
To spend my life with you
I'll give my all to you
I promise that I will never lie to you boy

Dedicate this to my special one...

The late update about my REDANG trip

2010-07-18T19:56:00.000-07:00

I wish to go here since I've watched da summer more more tea, at last I when.....hehe....
Met a lot of new friends from this trip... Actually I hope to go with all da ex tt wan, but never mind la, at least angie and darbee is with me. hehe...

Da 1st day i when, I totally in da SICK mode, having high fever and my eyes look like fish ball, due to don no what kinda allergy I'm having, really suffer when we'll on da way to jetty by bus, I think darbee feel more suffer there, cause I keep on disturb him whenever I'm awake or feeling suffer. haiz... Seriously, I hate sick, cause of da allergy, I cant take any medicine to let me feel better, even useless to visit doctor. haiz... Pity darbee that need to take care of me. Sorry to let u worry ya.

I feel much more better after we arrived there, and I when snorkelling with da gang in da same day with my fish ball eyes. haha. Don care la, I pay so much for da trip, I cant just stay in da resort and sleep right??!!! hehe...

Da trip is really fun, haha...seriously fun... Hotel is nice also, but i think da light in da room in too romantic la, we need to use torch light to find our cloths ler. haha...

Thanks 31 that organize such a nice trip for us. Hope to have another trip with u guys again, and hope I can join da "drink" party with you guys, cause of da sickness, i cant join da party with ya. Anyway, is fun to see how they drunk after that, haha...especially angie....kaka...pity her darling that need to take care of her. haha..

K, picture's time....

...

2010-06-28T01:48:00.000-07:00

This is da don no how many times you've make me cried and shouted infront of you.... I feel myself like a mad ppl, but I just cant control myself...

I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm hurt cause of your words...
I cant act like nothing happen da next day like you...
Yes, I admit that I'm a girl who like to cry...
I will cry anytime when I feel hurt and even when I'm angry...
You said you wont put me in this situation again, but you did da same.
Maybe I care too much on what you've said....
As you say, I'm da one that always let myself suffer...
yes, this is me.. I will always think of those negative things.
and you will tell me that I'm actually think too much... I think every girl will do so.

Some of my friend asked, how long you guys been together???
and 100% of them will be kinda suprised with the answer " how come you guys act like only being for 2 months?"....
Well, I always got no answer for this. Maybe is my problem, sometimes I will feel uncomfortable that we act too close infront of others...
But I realize that even when there is only both of us, there is still nothing better.
Ok, there is some of the couple curious that why we can act so much like FRIEND??
I admit that I really feel proud in the beginning, we can tell each other everything, just like normally what you will tell your frens.
Maybe we act too much like friend. That' y the problems always there...

2010-06-17T09:58:00.000-07:00

There is so many things to update....

I got no idea where i should start...should i update about my trip? shooting experience? performances? Competition? current life? current mood? college stuff? Frens? bf???

Omg!!! I seriously got no idea....

By da way, I'm still fine nothing special, no any changes about me. Everythings going smoothly, and I hope they wont give me those "suprise" again, if not i will be in da koma situation. seriously I barely accept the chanllenge that we suppose to go thru in life. K, I admit that I'm weak. haha...

So, do wait for my updates guys... haha...

miss u guys a lot...

2010-05-23T22:27:00.000-07:00

E-M-O~ing now.....

Langkawi trip with 8gang

2010-05-09T22:00:00.000-07:00

At last, we going to a trip successfully. haha...Due to da commitment from the gang, and parents problem, working and studies problem that we had.

But I'm happy that we can really plan it so nicely and enjoy da whole trip with the gang.

Here is some pictures to share with you guys...

These are da pictures that we took in da airport (LCCT).

Thank you darbee for sending us to airport...wee...

My Frens said that we looks like taking graduation picture, coz looks too serious. haha

Now start da crazy one...haha

JING= Jing Mun &Wen Jing

LYLI

(those are da name from our members that not able to join us) lol...

well, I admit that we always fooling around.

Here comes....

Day 1...

Then, UNDERWATER WORLD...

Day 2...

When to Pulau "ibu mengandung". something like this. I forgotten da name d...haha

Then, The Tengkorak Beach.

Actually we wanted to go Air Terjun Termurun, who knows da waterfall totally dry. lol...

so decided to go somewhere near by..da beach as I mentioned.

As u can see how "clean" is da water.

And da Mahsuri's House. ahaha

Day 3,

shopping, check out and back. hee...

Well, There is a tons of pictures to share, but they are not with me.

I really enjoy with you guys to said true. I hope we will have another trip again like this.

Love you guys a lot. Friends forever ya...

男生, 以下是女生要的 !

2010-05-01T06:59:00.000-07:00

saw this post in facebook....feel really meaningful, so decide to share it with u guys...
hope someone will read this. haha....

1 经常亲吻她，趁她不注意
2 过马路时牵她的手。即使吵架。
3 一定要有属于你们自己的房子，即使不大。
4 一起听她喜欢的歌和她爱看的电影，陪她感动。
5 让她躺在你的腿上，可以抚摸她的头发。
6 她洗澡的时候唱歌给她听，让她不觉得闷。
7 哄她吃她不爱吃但有营养的食物。
8 用情侣牙刷，然后把你的牙刷和她的偷偷换一下。
9 当她很累时给她捏捏肩，捏捏脚，然后挠她脚心逗她开心。
10 偷偷录下她走来走去和睡觉的样子。不管她耍赖还是威胁就

是不删。
11 没有理由的抱抱她。
12 她写的东西我一定用心的看，读懂内心的那个她。
13 周末为她做她喜欢吃的东西，然后散步。
14 在大天广众之下背她或停下来拥抱她。
15 在街上走的时候不会离她超过1米远的距离。
16 进餐厅的门或出图书馆的时候一定为她拉门让她先走。
17 陪她买菜杀价，她做饭你做汤。
18 趁她半睡半醒间为她盖被子，醒来先看看熟睡的她，然后亲一下她的额头。
19 在她特殊时期为她端上热的红糖水，然后若无其事的看电视。
20 偶尔早上打电话给她，听她佣懒的声音然后问她想吃什么给她带回去。
21 给她取可爱的外号，只有你能叫。
22 手机和电脑的背景一定是她的照片或你们的合影。
23 手机上的昵称一定是和别人不一样的，当你打给她时，她的姐妹看到会很羡慕。
24 在家帮她梳个幼稚的发型，然后叫她女儿。
25 如果出差一定带东西给她，虽然不贵，但证明你时刻都在想着她。
26 她坐上车，一定先为她拉上安全带，再为自己拉。
27 当她想要松开的时候一定再坚持抱她一会。
28 永远不会丢下她一个人，就算你无理取闹也一定要让她安全。
29 你心情不好的时候能同她说说，如果你不想说，就让你抱一下。
30 刚上的饭菜一定装作抢着吃的样子，多为她夹些。
31 当她无助时你能陪她爬爬山，看看夕阳。
32 吵架后绝对不冷战，哄她之后告诉她你是为她好。
33 睡觉的时候喜欢她抱着你，但当她背过身去一定也转身然后再抱她。
34 在她做家务的时候为她拍照，告诉她穿围裙的样子也一样很美。
35 如果她生病了一定细心照顾她，因为这时候她最脆弱，为她熬大大大补汤。
36 钱包里一定有她的照片。
37 下班回来一定会大声的说：老婆，我回来了。
38 半夜故意把被子往自己这边拉，让她离自己近些。
39 听她嘱咐我按时吃饭，多喝水多吃水果，说她罗嗦然后吻她。
40 打雷的时候把她揽到怀里睡，然后说：我怕怕。
41 帮她擦她吃东西留在嘴边的奶油的和果酱。
42 留一点点的胡渣在亲她的时候扎扎她。
43 在她的朋友面前细心的照顾她，让他们知道她的选择是对的。
44 在你的朋友面前细心的照顾她，不让她觉得你冷落了她。
45 有生之年陪她去趟她喜欢的城市或国家。
46 当她发呆，做饭，拖地或趴在阳台的时候，你会在身后揽住她。

47 不许她说对不起。告诉她这是圣旨。但可以用老公真好这四个字来代替。
48 即使是冬天，她说口渴你也会一溜烟下床帮她倒水，但回来她必须帮你暖身子。
49 当她钱包里钱不多的时候，你会拿给她说：帮我买双袜子，不用找了。
50 让她爱上你爱的游戏，让她爱上你爱的球队。
51 一起养只宠物。
52 在她能看到的地方写篇文章。
53 带她去游乐园，电影院，图书馆，博物馆，漫画展和小酒吧。
54 有一首关于我们故事的歌。每次去KTV都要唱。
55 当她要和你商量事情或说不开心的事的时候，一定放下手中的东西认真听。
56 如果有天她要离开你，你会挽留，也会放她走。告诉她受委屈的时候来找你。
57 抱着一颗感激的心和她相处，当你想发脾气的时候，你要学会忍耐。
58 下雨的时候打一把伞，迈一样的步伐踩水花不让天气影响她的心情。
59 去餐厅点她喜欢的菜，如果实在点不出就点没吃过的，一起喊好吃或难吃。
60 在你朋友和父母面前会夸赞她。不管她是否在场。
61 当她不理你时，就模仿她的动作、她的声音、她的表情、她撒娇时说的话。
62 送她回家一定把她送到门口，告诉她明天会来接她。
63 绝不在她面前盯着别的女人看，看A片绝不被她逮到。
64 总能随时变出一块她喜欢吃的糖。
65 如果你有一天出了意外，希望她能找个人替你爱她照顾她

Dance, dance and DANCE!!!

2010-03-18T23:13:00.000-07:00

At last, I back to my dance life d.. haha...

Have a really long break after da battleground competition.

I guess you guys notice that right? Since currently I din post anything about my dance life. hee....

Everyone of us are getting fatter and fatter for this period.

and my tummy looks like having 3 months baby like that. OMG!!!haha... sound so serious right?

But is true..

Have to work more harder to improve my dance's skill and also to keep FIT!!!

I don wan to become a fish ball!!!!!

Hopefully I will update more da details and pictures soon.

By the way,I will quit my office job next month,

wanna fully enjoy before da new semester start!!!

Wanna go for a vacation so much!!!

I want TRIP, TRIP, TRIP!!!!!

haha.....(Angku, when is our kelantan trip?)hee...

Any suggestion where to visit???

男人应该说的话。。。女人，你又听过几句呢?

2010-03-10T18:09:00.000-08:00

我不允许你用凉水洗漱，因为女性本属阴性，凉水会增加阴气，所以必须用温水！

我不允许你不吃饭，人是铁饭是钢，身体是革命的本钱，我不想你死我前头！

我不允许你熬夜，理由和第二条一样，身体是革命的本钱，我不想你死我前头！

我不允许你哭，因为有我在你还哭的话，就证明我没用，那还要我干什么？！

我不允许你干体力活，有我在你凭什么那么累，乖乖的给我擦汗，倒水喝！

我不允许你比我睡的晚，我是属猫头鹰的，但我可不想第二天有一个‘熊猫眼’的GF！

我不允许你起的比我早，别废话，让你睡你就睡，睡饱了好起来吃我做的早餐！

我不允许你单独一个人走夜路，因为有我在我永远不会让你一个人走！

我不允许你吃醋，开玩笑，我那么专一，我如果在你面前多看别的女生一眼，我把自己剁了！

我不允许你喝酒，不是不让你喝，少喝可以，喝多了伤身体！

我不允许你说脏话，没为什么，只是个人意见，会影响你的形象的，你自己看着办吧！

我不允许你削苹果，我怕血，所以我不会让你的血有流出来的可能！

我不允许你把手弄伤，一个女生最漂亮的除了脸蛋就是手了，你要爱护啊！

我不允许你不信任我,我对你承诺的话,说过的话,答应你的一切我都会做到!

我不允许你不理我，你在我心中是那么重要，没有你我会很不自在，不要折磨我好吗？

我不允许你和我斗嘴，我让着你你才能赢，到现在和女生打嘴架除了我让着的，要不没有能赢我的！

我不允许你孤单，我的爱和思念会时刻陪在你左右，有它们陪你，你不会感到孤单！

我不允许你下雨不打伞,虽然女人是水做的,但淋湿了会冒,我会心疼!

我不允许你生气,有我在你会很开心的,哪怕是天塌了,我也要先把你逗笑!

我不允许你不听话,你如果问我为什么强行抱你去医院的话,我只回答一句话:"因为你是我的!"

我不允许你吓我,我很胆小,不要用任何事吓我,我会很害怕!

我不允许你"逃离"我身边,我跑50米的最好成绩是6.6秒,非变态的女生应该跑不过我……你不是吧!

我不允许你打我,不要打了,你的手会很痛的,我很抗打哦!

我不允许你大声的跟我喊，省省吧，嗓子不痛吗？喊坏了我还心疼呢！

我不允许你独自过马路，现在的司机很猛的，我要牵着你手，把你平安的送到对面！

我不允许你懦弱，你要非常强悍，我这么不听话，你要管得住我哦！

我不允许你斤斤计较，做女人要看的开，心胸广阔才能快乐，听话哦！

我不允许你是最快乐的，因为拥有你，我已经是世上最快乐的了，所以你只能排第二了！

我不允许你不说话，宝贝，我们也需要交流，就算是我单方面的赔礼道歉你也应该给点面子说声：“原谅你吧！”

我不允许你要风度不要温度，多穿点吧，天冷会感冒的，不
管你穿的怎么样，你在我眼里都是最美的！

我不允许你减肥，我的爱跟你的体重没关系，你要坚信无论
你变成什么样，我都爱你！

我不允许你迷惘，小傻瓜不许怀疑我是否爱你！

我不允许你去远的地方不告诉我,那样我一定会疯的！

Well, maybe it sound ridiculous. Coz it is a bit too much of "NOT ALLOW". But, is sweet thou...it show that he is very care for you.I got this post from one of the forum. Is kinda meaningful actually. U guys muct be wonder why I said so right? Coz nowadays, does any one of ur BF said at least one sentences from here before? I believe most of yours answer is "NO"!Even I never heard any one of the sentence from him. haiz...How sad right.

Recently, a number of my friends were having their relationship problems. Although I'm not a really good advisor, but I still hope you guys able to go through this hard period. Believe with your own feeling and make the right decision before you feel regret. As a friend, I will always support you guys no matter how.

Myself had gone thru this kinda situation before, and the situation is much more serious and bad than anyone of you I guess. K, I know is hard to make thru. But believe me, there is always a way to solve and fix the problem. So, please be good to yourself. Think twice before you made the decision, and please do not regret with your decision.

Cheers~

Miss u guys........

2010-02-28T21:39:00.000-08:00

Chinese new year is over... the time running damn fast la wei... I'm stil in da holiday mood by the way...haha
currently, addicted to alcohol and clubbing! OMG~~~~ I know is a bad habit. I will try my best to stop it anyway...

kinda boring to stay at my hometown TAIPING during da whole week holiday for chinese new year.
really boring!!! everyday stare at da tv to pass the day. lol...
But I got a lot of ang pau this year. don jealous la ya. especially damien....haha...

Miss tt gang and Max identity so damn much . so long din hang out with u guys d, don no what shape is u guys d. haha.. faster organize some event la or even a trip to hang out together again la... Maybe we can go kelantan again...kaka... (angku, know wat to do d ya...)

k la, gonna back to work...will update soon....
share some pic wit u guys next time la...
tata~~~~

2010-02-18T03:29:00.001-08:00

I think I really did something that I not suppose to do...

haiz...but no point to regret d...

sorry...

2010-02-15T23:28:00.000-08:00

Again the condition doesn seem to be better.
I don no what happen...
I think we really cant stay long d.
I cant really act don care or close my eyes n act don no...
Maybe you don really care.
But I cant...

That's why I hardly control my temper recently...
I keep on lossing it....
I know I'm hurting you...
I know you keep on thinking those are actually small matter...
That's da problem...
I think that is serious, but you're not...

2010-02-10T01:37:00.000-08:00

Currently, we're not in good situation.

I feel so much insecure,

Many things happen around us.

i appreciate so much that u've being around me always and go thru with me.

Thanks for staying with me even you knew that.

Thanks for supporting my decision even though you wan it.

But I kinda disappointed to what you've said once u know that,

although there is no more changes can made

but both of us know that we won't ever forget this in our life right?

ok, that is already a past tense.

I also cant aspect anything

everything just happen so suddenly.

and we cant afford to take or accept it even.

anyway, is already over....

I hope you will do and remember what u have promise to me.

I wonder since when I relay on you so much

and even aspect so much from you then make myself disappointed,

after listen to what you've explain to me,

after happen so many things between us,

after we have settle da most serious problem between us,

after I have give another chance to you
I hope you wont let me feel disappointed again.
and

I realize that...

No man has loved me like you love me.

Farewell for our "tiny little" ROUND Joshua.

2010-01-20T08:20:00.000-08:00

Last Friday, after da BATTLEGROUND reheasal in MOS.
We actually decide to have a little farewell for JOSHUA. Since he already graduate for his A-LEVEL, and decide to wait his result in his hometown KUCHING. lol...
Well, he not sure whether he will still come back KL to further his studies anot. So, really not sure will meet him back again. Gonna miss him so much... Coz he is da one I always KNEAD. kkaka....

TT gang, 1st time to have such a "serious" dinner together...
Why I said so??? coz normally we will celebrate those things in mamak stall or what ever lousy place.

This time we when.....

haha...suprised right?! everyone's pocket is bleeding !!! coz da food is too expensive.

but we had a lot of fun...kaka....

o ya, I suggest to go there with your stomact in hungry mode, so that wont be wasted.

da Baked mac & cheese... must try this if you go there... super delicious...

guys, this is only da appetizer...lol....

My main food is fish &chips, din took da picture of it...coz din look really special. Da taste also kinda normal. Luckily I share da set with Elaine, if not I really don no how to finish it...hee....and can paid less also.

kaka...

k, picture time....

Joshua pretent that his is da JESUS...lol....

o ya, did I mention that we change his actual birthday from feb to dec. haha...coz normally fridays will help to celebrate birthday for people WITHOUT checking IC....haha...so we start to simply sing birthday song to him and da waiters were also joining.haha... and gave him a big piece of american chocolate cake. haha...

back to da picture..

forced to stand on da chair while we singing da"birthday song",,,,, haha...

The MAX IDENTITY complete version....

well, this is da things they did after da gathering...lol..

k, I know da quality of pic is bad...forgive me a...my phone still not tht canggih yet....hehe...

Anyway, I hope to c u soon...

gonna miss u a lot......

I know is bit too late to update...sorry la...busy ma...hehe....

da LATE update~

2010-01-19T05:24:00.000-08:00

well, can see there is a lot of spider webs filling around my blog. hee...forgive me ya...I'm too busy recently.
I now I'm a bit outdated. But I think I should at least tell u guys bit about how is my life recently...

K, start fom last year Christmas then... nothing special for me. Christmas eve I celebrated with 8 GANG...haha... bbq at WEI YEE's house...luckily we din burn her house. haha...
During da actual day pula hang out with darbee to mid valley lo. Thought wanna watch movie wan, but....as u know, there is super crowded there and hard to get ticket. So, just hanging around. hmm... Saw a nice purse in animal shop. Wait darbee to present me. kaka,,,,,

Then NEW YEAR eve, when cameron highland with darbee and his gang. Have a lot of fun there. Thanks darbee that he purposely organize da trip for me just because I wanna go for a vacation so much. And I also realize that is not easy to organize that actually. But we really had a lot of nice memories there...kinda enjoy with his friends also. hmm...

here to show u some picture....wee.....

Jiang...da group picture before we when back.....

o ya, forgot to mention that I got "tiong" by bee on my feet...lol...

pain til I cry...hav to spend 50 bucks to do injection sumore..

so darbee forced to carry me. ahaha....

na....sorry for da late update la...hee...too busy d...

I will try to update soon..

Miss u guys a lot....

muackx....

2010-01-02T22:00:00.000-08:00

Quite a long period I din really update my blog d...

There is to much things that happen...

wonder how to update.

anyway wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR...

will update my recent life soon....

cheers...

Something I wont actually do...

2009-12-12T21:42:00.000-08:00

Just finish reading one of my old friend's blog. 99% of her blog post is wrote about her love story, how she date with her boy, what is their conversation, how sweet is them... after I finish reading, I seriously feel that I'm totally not a good GF, ya is true. I don no how to take care of people, don care how he feel and how he think, I do what I want all the time. haiz... No wonder all my friends said that he got a very serious eyes problem. K, I know la I'm not pretty, galish, or whatever girl behaviour should have, you also cant really find on me. Is my bad...

I promise you that I will improve myself ??? hee....

feel so "geli" to said those word...kaka..

Going out with you after a few hours. hope we have a nice date...

Miss you...

haiz...

2009-12-09T20:32:00.000-08:00

My eyes looks like gold fish this few days, coz keep on crying oni. lol... don no why, feel that my tears simply roll out or don no whether they feel too bing inside my eyes d or what, then all rushing out from my eyes. haiz...I'm tired of crying seriously...

coz there are too many problems with me d, and I choose to keep to myself, that why I feel so suffer. this is one of da counsellors said that and darbee also feel that too... Coz recently my temper become worst!!! really worst!!! Angry all da time, feel bu shuang all da time, think negative things most of da time. lol...Til I need to go visit counsellors. lol..

Darbee also talk a lot to me yesterday night, and 80 percent of da conversation I'm crying. lol... Coz what he said is acually very true.. haiz...I make everything looks so complicated no matter da things is big or small. That's y I'm suffer.

Well, I feel much more better after chat with him and her... they really help me much. thanks a lot...

Another thing, my family problem bcame worst and worst each day, which I cant help much oso... This is their business, but don ever fight, shouting, banging things, throwing things during might night k?? seriously we need to rest and not listening da stupid conversation or stupid content that you all argueing. lol...Do you think is fun???

Peoples around me...

2009-12-08T20:51:00.000-08:00

Many things happen to me recently, wonder where should I start. haiz.. Most of the things is actually kinda sad or bad. haiz...

Lets start with my FAMILY, erm... all da things still remain the same, just I'm the one who always getting frustrated. Mum always "bla-bing"as usual, she make me hate to go home. I understand that most of the mother acting this way, but mine is different! Very much different with what you guys thinking. Since our "kakak" when back d, the situation at home go worst!!! I really hope I can move out from my house as soon as possible. lol... Dad, keep on his "financial" problem, as I know he still act so "selamber" there, without doing anything. I wonder how to ask him back my money that I help him to settle the certain bill. haiz..

FRIENDS, meet MI member kinda less recently, everyone is busy with their own stuff. Only meet when there is a show for 2moro, then today only we meet each other and practice together. hmm...Feel myself nothing much to talk with them also. Feel that they look at me in other kinda way. hmm...

but recently I'm kinda close with my secondary classmates (8 gang) since I start teaching tuition in da center. Coz 4 of us teaching in the same place, and meet each other quite often. After finish teaching at night then go yam cha together, kinda fun with them. We can talk everything... well, we are planning a trip in the end of this year, tot wanna go langkawi wan, but seem like going to cancel d, due to da incoporation of some other member. So maybe decide to go somewhere near and affortable for everyone la. Cant wait to go trip with them.

DARBEE, haiz... many problems happen between us. Maybe I'm da one who making the problem all the time, but seriously I start to feel ok without him. lol...Since he is damn busy with his working stuff, even weekend also don no he busy with don no what, so we only meet each other for once a week. lol...
And I din cal him for the one whole week and din really text him 1st. Just reply him kinda short if his text me or what. Din really feel wanna chat and meet him oso, since he is so busy and keep on reply me late and hard to meet me. lol...I feel that he don k at all, even I act other kind for the whole full week. lol...
I don wanna end da relationship just like that, same goes to him. He said he wont let me feel this way anymore. I'm waiting to know how will it be in future. lol....

I really hopes everything will be fine. But it seem like a mission impossible to me.. lol....

Something meaningful

2009-12-03T00:59:00.000-08:00

I think you guys cant really see the explanation, just click on the picture if you wanna see what is written there.

k, now I know that actually I'm nothing to u guys...

2009-11-30T02:07:00.001-08:00

"OMG, get angry then wanna run home d." someone had said that after I done something today. I know you're mature enough. But you got no right to said that to me k?! this is not my childish action. I think b4 I did it. don always think that I'm those stupid, childish, or a girl with stupid temper ok. After go through so many things, at least I grow up and not childish as before. So don ever act like you damn understand me or like my mum that cursing me on whatever I done and what I will get after that. If the same thing hapen to last time, k maybe I'm wrong or again I show out my childish action again. But now, NO!!!!! You better think 1st why I'm acting like this!!!! You were not doing your part good also k???!!!!

I'm trying so hard to arrange my time and contribute with you guys, no matter how. Even to skip my grand family dinner just to go school CHAT with you guys. Ya, I know NOT puntual is our tradition. So I try to make myself accept that. But if you cant make it on time at least you tel us when u come n not telling us gather at what time and youself pula late. Ok, I know you're busy with your own stuff. But I tell you, EVERYONE is busy ok. I'm not doing nothing and waiting to meet you guys. I need to work, I'm not like last time doing nothing after class, skipping class for no reason. I still have a 5 years old brother to take care. But I still try my best contribute with you all. and now this is what I get.

Not only YOU maybe, I know the all of you dislike me. Coz of my stupid attitude or what ever things that you guys don like!!! But at least tell me face to face that you dislike me, and not saying or doing something to hurt me ok. This is not the 1st time. I'm trying not to care about that so much, and what I get from you all???Showing your don no what kind of face to me. It hurt you know!!!!!!!!!!!

I know my skill. move, and everything sucks compare to you guys. I only know how to bring my leg up and down, arching here and there. I got no anygood skill compare to you guys. I'm know not important whether to be in the team or not. I prefer you shoot me or scold me face to face rather than you do and said something to hurt me!!!!!!!

A day to DESA WATER PARK

2009-11-28T09:05:00.000-08:00

When DESA WATER PARK with darbee on friday.. is a sudden decision actually, coz we argue AGAIN during da night before.

hmm... actually plan to join angie they all go Genting one day trip wan, but realize there is not much TT gang going plus they decide to stay overnight there, I cant stay overnight there, coz I need to teach class in Saturday morning. lolll..

After cancel da actual plan, we got no place to go d... start to feel moody and so on..and even blame him that why he never bring me to a place before just da purpose to enjoy, take picture and EAT...K, I know I cant blame him for that, coz we din stick to da actual plan in last minute.And of cause, we cant plan it in such a short time right.. I'm so frustrated and said that to stay at home for da whole day then. loll...( k, I know that my temper is bad. Just hard to control it) haiz...then he also get frustrated d, and start our war... until the next morning I "make my face skin to become more thicker" and ask him to bring me there. Guess what he reply? Yes of coz...haha

Wonder why we wil go there right? because I always pass by there while I'm on my way back from bukit jalil to fetch my little sis back from her training everyday. That's y I'm thinking to go there one day.

Well, too bad that I din took any picture there... we're rushing to jump in the pool. haha... We reach there during afternoon about 2pm. Can you imagine how strong the sunlight is, that's why after we enter the main entrance then straight away jump in the pool without further thinking. now only regret that why we din take any picture from there.

The place is nice, the facilities is good. Is totally different from what we expected before we're there, perhaps is kinda expensive for the entrance fee, the adult are need to pay 20 bucks. We thought it must be kinda dirty, and the facilities is old...haha:-) But the bad part is most of the facilities are created for kids, and us as adult only able to play 2 slides. lol..ONLY 2!!! and cost us so much pula..K, i know the place is mainly for those family wih kids, and we pula go kacau kacau. haha...

O ya, the chocolate waffle is super delicious man!!! although is kinda expensive but is nice, it cost about 4 bucks per waffle. Guess what?? I have 2, after I came out from the pool. haha... did I mention that darbee actually bring his bro and hs little cousin bro with us??? hee...feel kinda weird right?? I keep on thinking whether I have any topic interesting to share with them, but I failed to do so...hmm...guys,is really hard k!! but I got treat them waffle after that lo...kaka...

Anyway, erm... considered enjoy on that day la...hehe..
still very regret that I din took any picture from there...haiz....

Kent's birthday...

2009-11-19T20:17:00.000-08:00

Max Identity din meet each other since da last round of our competition of Battleground...hmm...even no time to take dinner together..sound like we're doing don no what big business. haha...

until we decided to have a normal dinner with KENT and also TT gang. Then only everyone appear. hee...

How normal we celebrate for Kent?? you will know from these picture....

This is the present to him... 20 eggs since he is 20 years old now.. and a banana with chocolate...haha

you guys must be wonder what happen to his shirt rite?? o ya, and his "BREAST"....akakakakaak

the shirt is actually from TOPMAN, present from RAIN and JET, they bought the most smaller size to him, who kows he still cant really fit in. o ya, the shirt i actually in V coler...and see how he look...

I think is JOSHUA came out with an idea to put 2 MANGKUK in KENT's shirt... and he is enjoy with his wacking move...haha...how funny...

chak...

he forced to "lick" the banana to pretent that he actually blowing the "candle"..

why his birthday without candles??? this need to blame JOSHUA... ask him to buy those big candles, he pula go bought those type of candles...ahahahhahahaha....

I really salute lo...OMG....

Our birthday celebration is always so "NORMAL"....haha...

Happy Belated Birthday Kent..wish you sincerely....

Dinner with "8 GANG"....

2009-11-16T19:26:00.000-08:00

well, 8 gang is my secondary school's classmate. Y we called 8 gang??? coz every single of us are super 8 gua... we can 8 about anything seriously, haha... so again we have our gathering... but this time is different, know why?? normally we will gather and had steamboat in somewhere near our area at least once a month.
Everytime i got da info to gather, I will act like "har??? steamboat AGAIN???" everytime we gather also steamboat wan. haiz..

This is the 1st time we decide to gather at FULL HOUSE... haha.. no more Kepong area ...sound excited..hee:-)

have a lot of fun with them... really! we talk and laugh like no body business... gossip about others as usual. kaka... is just FUN!!! and I feel so enjoy with them...

during the meal....

and the game start...hehe...

checking the bath room whether is work anot.. don c!!! haha...

as usual, Posing like no body business...kkakaka...

I love this!!! haha...

ok...is my bad... don vomit la ya...give some "face" la...keke

too bad la, my eyes was seiously red, that's y u saw most of my picture were wearing sunglasses...hmm...

you guys are important to me, even we're not in the same college and not classmate anymore..

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!!

Battlegroud 09

2009-11-15T21:05:00.000-08:00

at last, we're out from BATTLEGROUND 09...ahaha...you guys must be very curious that why I sound so happy rite??? ai ya, we actually din put so much hope in this competition, just hope we can get into SEMI-FINAL and we did it!!!!!! we're da top 7 for this comp...

well, good job ya MI... everyone were busy with their own stuff, even hard to get more time to practice. even think to get kick out from da comp faster, haha:-) sound so ridiculous right??? forgive us la, the competitors are all too "GENG" d... and our members all busy with their own stuff... really hope to get some time to rest..

Our Prelim 1

the theme is "your own style" something like that la...

we used back our old routine and add more steps la..MARCUS said he like our locking part..ahaha...

but we still din show much about our identity, so we're in da battle category....haiz...

the group we need to battle is "FOX".

they're good...their gal gal style is nice...

we even forgot our steps during da battle lo...but how lucky, really lucky...we manage to move on to PRELIM 3....

the theme for PRELIM 3 is "how asian show da western culture (hip hop) in their culture"

er...u understand what I mean rite???haha...

this theme is fun, u can c some of the group using malay, indian, japan, korea and chinese song to dance...

saw our "CHUN LI" hair style rite?? haha...

comment of judge is quite positive, tot we will when into the battle category again...but how lucky, we save!!
and manage to enter SEMI FINAL...and have workshop with the PRO DANCERS for free!!...haha!!!!

too bad la, we din really took pic during SEMI 1..busy practicing our routine once we're free because we not really ready yet, coz we need to dance with GYMNASTIC's RIBBON!!! OMG!!! 1st, we very happy when we got this, but after practce a few times...haiz, feel like wanna throw or spoil da ribbon. lol...use to dance gymrama is ok, but hip hop??? ahem...REALLY HARD!!

as we expected, we when into battle category AGAIN...

the group that battle with us is "MOVE"...many accidents happen to them, one of their member gt hurt b4 the day of SEMI 1 and cant even perfom..haiz..then, their leader pula hurt after their routine..haiz...
and seriously, we really tot we will be out after SEMI 1,we din even prepare our SEMI 2's routine...due to da busy-ness....lol...
again lucky us...we when into SEMI 2...
tot wanna go clubbing celebrate and enjoy if we're out.. but, haiz...we need to vomit out another routine in a night time...

SEMI 2, we need to prepare 2 routine...

1 is with da 80's style and song, another one is those pass famous movie...too bad, I don even have any single picture of our 80s style la..

the picture that I show above is our 2nd routine (CHARLIE CHAPLIN) which we got for da pass famous movie..we done it in 3hours!!!...i know this is nothing to feel proud, but forgive us la..we really got no time to prepare so many routine in 1month time....

guess what?!?! we're out after SEMI 2!!!! haha...at least we can relax awhile d....

got a lot of nice experience and know a lot of pro dancer thru this competition, can consider earn a lot d...hehe....

anyway, thanks TT GANG for always be there to support us!!!!

and my coursemates...i really suprise when i saw u guys... thanks a lot....

my family of coz...

and darbee that always provide "OSIM" and medicine to me whenever i feel pain or tired...haha..

and all da ppl that support MAX IDENTITY...

(macam sudah dapat champion) haha...whatever...again, thanks guys...

all the best to the finalist of BATTLEGROUND 09!!!!

love u guys a lot!!!!

I realize...

2009-11-03T01:22:00.000-08:00

I start to feel insecure,

I start to worry more,

I start to think the "bad" side as much as I can,

I start to have negative thinking again,

I start to worry that whether I'm important to you or not,

I start to think that am I doing the right decision,

I start to think that maybe I'm another stupid girl to make and bring trouble to you,

I start to feel that you don love me anymore,

I start to feel that you got no more patient to me,

I start to feel that you're wasting your time on me,

I start to feel that I'm not the special person to you anymore,

I start to think that I'm the stupid, and heavy burden to you...

I know you will feel that I'm stupid,

I know you will said I think too much,

I know I'm just a girl to you,

I know I'm worry too much,

I know you will said I don trust you so much like before,

I know you won't understand how bad I feel,

I know you will blame me for making trouble,

I know you don't like the way I am,

I know I'm not your special one anymore,

I know I'm just a problem to you...

This is what I really feel from you...

2009-10-28T01:19:00.000-07:00

continue with the pictures...
This is da only tarc's shirt that I feel is nice lo... we got it for free... hehe....

M.I gals...

with Kent...lol... he seem like so proud like that..

with Joshua..

Angku's hat looks so funny...haha

with Jet.... (1901)hhaahaa

da great singer Joseph...

40th Anniversary

2009-10-25T20:48:00.000-07:00

Saturday...

Morning 10-12pm teaching gymrama, afternoon having video shooting with MAX I, night, performing in college for the 40th anniversary thingy...

super tired about that... here to share some pictures with u guys...

us with the make up artist...

is a nice experience for this.. changing cloths in the car, and the car full of cloth.... coz we shoot in those outdoor place which normally wont notice it... tired...but worth...hehe..

after the performance in college, this is da "dun huang" costum... looks like "guang yin" rite???

da MI guys...

with len lui Geradine...

this is my costum during da night performance... looks weird rite?? kaka..

my mum was shock when the moment she saw me in this look....

F-A-M-I-L-Y

2009-10-21T21:48:00.000-07:00

Family, is the people who understand you urself the most...
Family, is the person who always be there to support and listen to you when you need them...
Family, is the person that you feel most comfortable with...
Family, is the people who always try to help you when you need...
Family, is the people who give you advice on someting you decide or do...
Family, is the most important person in ur life...
Family, is the people who willing to share ur sadness and happiness...
Family, is the person who willing to listen to you and understand how you feel in your way...

from this you can see the main "function" of family.
My family... is kinda complicated to explain.
I guess all my close frens will know why...
I din feel myself comfortable to be with my family...especially with my parents...

They will not be the 1st one let me share my feeling... especially the sad wan...
They don often advise me, but they usually order me...
They think they're always right, even though they're actually wrong, we still force to follow them..
They always think that I should did what they said, because they're my parents...
They won't try to understand what their daughters thinking, and they think we're always wrong...
They never praise us for any good performance that we had done, but only emphasis on our mistake, even tell the whole world about it.
They always "kutuk" you about your mistake... eventhough the mistake happened about hundred years before, they still will mention it all the time.
They keep on mention that how much money that spend on you for this month and wonder will you pay them back this amount when they're old and I'm working that time...
They always compare you with their friend's children and said that even they're 21, they still never go hand out with friends.. (lol...wtf)
They always mention that how much they sacrified to us, and we should thank them for this...
They think that they're our parents means is our god.
They often scold your friends for certain reasons...
They never think of their daughter is going to be 20.. and she have her own opinion and thinking.
They never never never...

I scare.....

2009-10-19T22:13:00.000-07:00

I scare people look down on me
I scare people laugh behind me ( althought I know this will happen)
I scare my mum will tell the world about my bad things ( like it always happen)
I scare my friends do not put the trust on me
I scare something bad will happen to my future
I scare people cannot accept me
I scare no one will always able listen to me
I scare my parents feel dissapointed to me
I scare everyone feel fed up of me
I scare.... I scare... I scare......

but this is the mistake I did for myself... I need to accept the punnishment...
although I'm still cant really accept it....haiz...
but the fact cant really change..
I have no idea how to help myself... I even think of end my life just like this, seriously....
I know this is the stupid decision to have...
but I really suffer to make myself in this situation...
I try my best to act normal and happy infront of everyone, including you....
I din really tell everyone about this, I know there i no one to help me out....
I don wan to listen or see people's pity face or those it concern o what I did, but saying something behind me
that's why I choose to keep it...
maybe what I did is show that how stupid am I...
but I have my own reason to mad a decision..

please be appeciate to the good or nice situation that you guys having out there...
I bet U guys will never know how I feel for now......really.....

Joey...My lovely litter sister....

2009-10-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

if I'm not mistaken... she is 4years old when she took this picture...

haha.... this hair style I tie for her wan lo....nice rite???aahhahahhahahha

this is when she 6 years old I think...

k, this took when I was 15... she probably 8 years old...

our teeth looks the same...kaka....

NOW... this is her current look!!!!ahahahhahaha....

she sure chop me if she saw tis in my blog....

well, I'm too boring.. and suddenly pop out an idea to post something about her,,, hehe...

this tiny little gal is now NATIONAL TEAM DIVER... that's y she look so dark like those "wai lao".... kaka... is my bad that always make fun of her and keep on mention her rabbit teeth growing bigger and bigger each day...haha....(luckily I'm wearing braces now)... kakakka...

Jacob's birthday

2009-10-15T19:34:00.001-07:00

Yesterday me and elaine were very semangat wanna go for BEYONCE flash mob dancer audition wan. (is flash mob rite?? I'm not sure la. forgive me if I'm wrong) who know when we reach there, we like so jakun like that, wonder how come the whole big building only 2 of us, and we almost gonna find out the actual venue on our own wan. Luckily, my god bro JONATHAN appear, he is national team badminton player man, all the badminton national player are staying in MONT KIARA wan, and he show us the way to their studio for audition.

Guess what we saw after we reach the actual venue??? "sorry, today's audition will resume to friday, due to the PRE-PARTY of BEYONCE in ZOUK." lol...wth... the elaine straight away call to BOOJAE (the person incharge I think) and "boo" him awhile. lol... waste our time and petrol only...

After that we decided to have walk somewhere there la. coz normally we wont go till so far to walk wan right?? hehe... then we when to sri hartamas if not wrong. (now only know that I everything also not sure) we walk in to almost all the boutique to touch the cloths. haha...

Then we head to AMPANG's NONG & JIMMY's seafood restaurant to celebrate JACOB's birthday. 1st time when to this restaurant wei. all the food is nice la... I mean the fried ice, TOM YAM SOUP, and vegetable. I only took those food la. Those prawn and sotong... I think da TT people will give you comment la. As you know I'm half vegetarian d... lol...I drank 5 bowls of TOM YAM soup man.. You will know how tasty it is... hehe...

o ya, after the meal... AH FAI share a stupid joke with us which happen on his friend. lol... sound so funny...

Guess how we celebrate for JACOB and what we bought him for present... these are the pictures....

HAPPY BIRTHADAY TO U!!!!

hey, y u take of my cap???

and the story start.....

force him to wear that...

and the se-senior were enjoying there too... (got force by us)..haha...

me with da birthday boy... er... should i said boy??? or uncle???

here comes.....

Angie were busying her event thingy...

too bad that she cant join us la...

haiz....

Sorry... Thank you...

2009-10-11T09:21:00.000-07:00

sorry for being childish

sorry for always showing my bad temper to you

sorry for making silly decision

sorry to hurt you

sorry to make u feel sad

sorry to let you worry so much about me

sorry for everything...

thanks for ur guiding

thanks for ur understanding

thanks for ur explaination

thanks for ur caring

thanks for ur lovely

thanks for always putting me in the 1st place

thanks you for everything...

I'm lucky to have you with me... Love you....

Future...

2009-10-10T07:04:00.000-07:00

SIA is " Cost Cutting ". Management Staff salary cut by 10-20 %. other staff from 5 - 10 % .even Pilot force to take unpaid leave. SQ flight reduce 15 % since 2008. SQ will not take any new cabin crew for the next 12 months. SQ is " over cabin crew and Pilot " as this moment. check it out, when World Economic Return to normal .another great issue may happened to all airline. SQ may even " cut ' cabin crew " in next 3 to six months, due to H1N1 fall in demand of travel.

lol... SINGAPORE AIRLINE got no ANY interview for cabin crew for da following 12 months man.. haiz....sad...

I'm thinking whether to continue my Diploma studies anot... haiz...is waste of money if i stop like this... but...da situation cant allow me to think further about this I think... how bad....

I'm sending my resume to a few arline companies and to da private jet's company... c whether i wil get any reply from them anot.. however get or don, i oso got no any idea to choose which way for my future. haiz...

these few days I'm feeling damn super down... 1st time i feel that.. I need someone to listen to me, acc me.. but i found that there is no one... now only I realize that there is no one always be available when i need them. hw pity am I rite???

Jolene, you're not sorry....

2009-10-10T06:26:00.000-07:00

BAD LUCK..... GO FAR AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Cupcakes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-08T02:03:00.000-07:00

JIANG JIANG... Here comes the CUPCAKES that I love da most!!!!!! yummy yummy......

o ya... i din know that kitty become so in d... even can transform itself....

Cool rite????

My Holiday....

2009-10-07T21:05:00.000-07:00

Suprisingly, Max Identiy when into da SEMI-FINAL of da BATTLEGROUND... lol... seriously, we din even aspect that we can go thru this... we ready to be kick out during da PRELIM 3, due to da bad result we got during da PRELIM 1. anyway, CONGRATULATION to MI... we need to work harder and put more effort to our routine d... although we wont stay long in da competition. Anyone who when to Sunway Pyramid watch live... U will know why i said so...hehe...All da team are super geng man, simply cherograph a few eights also can "kill" people d...lol..
and we are the only team that got no teacher to teach us those dance basic, not much experience compare to the other team, not even one time got group champion in competition (not including college event), most of them were full time dancer but we're not, and we're students man... ppl concentrate on their studies, and we pula dance here and there...lol...now u know why I feel we don really deserve it la.. hee....

People's holiday were enjoying their trip to here and there.. but we pula busy with dancing, attending dance workshop which organize by astro, discussing new concept or idea to put in our routine... even cancel our sem break trip to PENANG... argh.. i wanna eat ler... hehe...
by the way, this is a very good experience we have..
at least I got some wacking, new jack swing, LA style, new school, locking, krumping, breaking's knowlegde from those pro dancer.. such as MARCUS TUCKER, RAMBO, XIAO HUI, AJ, and BOBBY...hee...

not forget my school's thing!!!!!!! lol... i really worry... sorry teammate, i cant really explain what happen to u guys, i know someone really bu shuang me coz i din really explain what happen to them. so sorry la... but u guys will know some other day..

Here, share some picture during our shooting for da Gatsby Promote..

jeng jeng.. after da prmote... we syok sendiri awhile....

Our group photo...

er.... sorry.. i really don no her name la...

with SAMSON... the one that always rushing us to pass our songs to them..

we from da same hometown ler....hee...

ya, this is what i done during my holiday... kinda busy n tiring... but we earn a lot...hee...

ANGIE and JOSHUA.... i miss u guys a lot...

2009-09-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

seem like most of my fren do enjoy their holiday.. but i don think i'm having y holiday la.. coz most of the time r practicing our dance routine for battleground. lol.... during da hari raya time pula stay at home oni... actually plan to date with wilson... who know we argue during that time. k, 3 days holidays i just stay at home, dwnload da "TSUNAMI" and "2012" watch AT HOME! lol... ppl enjoy thse movie in da cinema and i pula watch at home alone... this is hw i spend my holiday. haiz...

k, there is also another sch things for me to worry about. for me, studies is more important than dance of coz... n i did a very stupid and silly mistake at school. lol... I'm worrying day and night bout that... I got no idea who can really help me out of that... i really hope everything will b alright... need to pray hard for that. haiz....

n da good news is my body weight back to normal d... haha... after i recover from sick, i start eating like 6 meals per day.. not snack a!!! almost everyday i took 2breakfast, 2lunch, and 2dinner man.. i bet u guys wil c my tummy looks like those pregnant women and 2moro battleground prelim 1, i'm wearing those costum wit my tummy out!!!!!!! omg!!!!!!! that's y i ask u guys don worry bout my weight la...

there is a cabin crew interview for singapore airline on today n yesterday!!!!!!!! n I missed it!!!!!!! lol.... I just knew it ytd... but it is an open interview at SINGAPORE... lol...hw can I manage to be there without any prepare rite??? i found that there is part time cabin crew available ler... but there is no any benefits given la. and that is not wat i wan... hehe....I'm looking forward to QATAR AIRLINE. but someone said that is too far for me la, he hope I will change my mind...haiz....do u think i wil???

anyway, 2moro is our PRELIM for BATTLEGROUND... wonder we can enter to da next PRELIM anot..wish us luck guys...

miss u like crazy.....

2009-09-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

I miss u so badly... u promise me that u wil come and find me tonight but end up like this... lol....

sickness... go far away from me!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

At last i finish exam d... but there are stil something for me to worry... I did a stupid n ridiculous mistake... lol... but i hope to get another chance... anyway, I'm waiting to explain.....

is a really super suffer week for me during da exam... I got high fever for da almost whole exam week n I don even know wat am I studying n even don no wat I'm actually answer during da exam... lol...

this is the night before having tourism planning paper, I was in da hospital... lol... suffering...

the temporary wad that i'm staying....

my body weight goes down to 44kg from 49kg.... lol... due to da sickness.. da only meal that i took for da whole week is "oat". lol.... only drink.... pity me... as u guys know I'm monster when the time for eating.... but now... i only look at the food....thanks god I'm recover now...

by the way, da astro battleground's pre 1 is coming... gonna practice hard for that... hope to stay long in da competition... wish us luck guys....

Battleground Audition

2009-09-08T19:28:00.000-07:00

yeah...we when through da next round for battle ground....which is top 16 i guess... this year got much of competitor man... all those as a dance teacher for many years d, they compete with us...and those pass champion for battleground 07 & 08 also joining... aiyaya....very stress leh...during da audition time my mouth was open when i saw they performing....my goodness...
anyway, it is a nice experience to join la...

o ya, the day after da audition.... I got high fever ler...don no wat happen, mayb tis few days too busy d... busy studying due to da final exam n practicing for battle ground....lol... surffer ler....lie on da bed n feel suffer til wanna shout... at night, i need to drive alone go clinic and check whether i got H1N1 anot... luckily no... coz i only got fever, no flu, cough and so on....normally i cant take any medicine when i'm sick especially PANADOL...lol... coz i'm allergy to it...but wat to do, i'm having exam da next day, so don care la...just take only...who knows it doesn work much...at last i feel better after putting cooling pad on my fore head....lol....luckily...

and today is XIAO YU's birthday... din celebrate with her...i think my coursemate did celebrate with her... they din ask me to join... mayb they knew that i'm sick or wat la.....so wish her here....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA....WISH UR DREAM WIL ALWAYS COMES TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SELLORS performing in GENTING during 30th n 31 aug

2009-09-01T20:00:00.000-07:00

da team..... with da organizer IAN....

haha.... I cant open my eyes la....

me and elaine.... staying da same room... tis 3 days we talk non stop lo... c everyday each other d stil don no y we got so many things to talk...hehe....

yeah....

da 1st day when we reach...

"hey, got a cheer performance at genting which provide eat, transport and accommodation. so u guys on???" this is wat vivian sent to me for few weeks ago.

I think i'm not in cheer for don no hw many hundred years d. kaka... suddenly got a show for all da ex sellors members. without further thinking i straight away reply YES, I'm on... even without asking hw much we get to pay. haha....

such a long time din hang out with them d. especially vivian and san san....

miss da schoolling and prctice time when we're al in secondary school....gossip, fooling, "flower thinking" of coz.... haha....

anyway, is a nice trip to genting.... celebrate da INDEPENDENT DAY together.... n also with my darbee....thanks for da flower ya... n thanks for celebrating our annivasary wit even i have show during da same day....

...

2009-08-26T23:28:00.000-07:00

U really meant to me...

maybe I care too much about ur pass...

I cant make myself to accept it...

I try to act like I don care at all.... but....failed....

I'm a girl who like to cry...

I wonder why my tears can just easily roll out from my eyes...

U always said that I think too much....

but izzit true??? maybe I did....

I have to be strong...

Come on Jolene.....

STOP THINKING THOSE STUPID THINGS!!!!!

It only will make urself suffer......

taylors dance competiton

2009-08-26T10:14:00.000-07:00

Congratulation that MAX I got 2nd runner up for tis comp....

I believe that if we practice seriously n prepared earlier for da comp, we can really make much more better... btw, my wish come true....i think only MAX I know wat happen rite???haha..

we only manage to finish our routine during da day b4 da comp...haiz, tis seem to be a culture for us d... well, we always done it in da last minute. just don understand y... anyway, we really need to change our attitude la... hee...

Here is some pic to share... go view my face book if u wanna c more....hee..

my partner.....

M.I gals...

our starting pose....

with dynamics.....

Here come my SS picture....sorry if i scare u ya....haha....

M.I 1st time using those costume coz usually we in street style....lol....

M.I gals with FAKE eyelash...OMG... i din know da thingy is so hard to put on....lol....

too lazy to update post recently... forgiv me la ya....
final exam is around da corner d...haiz... gambateh to everyone la ya......

sorry.....

2009-08-17T19:33:00.000-07:00

I really do love you....

sorry to let u feel stress with me...

yay.....

2009-08-13T21:41:00.000-07:00

any comment about those picture??? we took while we practicing... lol... jackson start 1st...

anyway, i look strong la... haha.....

at last i finish all my assignment for this semester d.... can at least relax awhile..hmm...

coz this few week seem to be like very busy like. i skip 3 days class since the bar list d out. hehe... and no one will care whether i'm going to class anot except for my mum, lol...

I'm with M.I member during my class time. have to thank them for suggest me to skip class, so that I can enjoy BBQ PLAZA with them in 1U....hehe.... and go search something for our 6300 JACKSON's birthday present. hmm...

the other day is need to help ELAINE's fren for modelling, is like a final assignment for those fashion design's student. din took much picture on that day coz is really rushing..... rushing changing cloths. lol.... show u guys da picture soon la. hehe....is a nice experience....

o ya, not forget to thanks JASON DING and ANGIE for helping me out for my assignment although they're not from my course...hehe....thanks ya.....

o ya, jason hurt his muscle while he practicing flare, hope he recover soon la. hahahahhah

and don no wat happen, he sound like interested in jackson d, mayb coz he need a gf so badly til sot d...haha... btw, he my net fren buddy....hehe....din meet each other b4.....

last weekend go steamboat AGAIN with my 8 GANG.. lol....i really don no y always our gathering they need to make it for steamboat la, somemore is one month once. is like da whole kepong steamboat i d tried b4. lol... took some funny pic on that day, but lazy to upload..hehe.... again show u guys soon la. talk a lot with them that day, thanks a lot to them for support me. love u guys a lot....

~ MAX IDENTITY ~

2009-08-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

This is my dance crew, and family..... love them so much.....

We always fooling around......

da finger signal which start from "M".........

da shoes of MI.... lol..... like nike sponsor us like that..... except for JOSHUA......

see.... a big contrast between KENT and JOSHUA..... haha.....

But Joshua still DIE in my hand...... muahahahahhahahah

da one that I always bully.....hehe....

2 girls yang bermuscle......haha....

trying hard to beat ELAINE........guess who won?????

my pleasure to took pic with 6300.....hahaha

M I gals....

with KENT.....

HERE COMES MI NEW PROFILE PICTURE....HAHA.....

KENT..... OUR DJ...... MAJOR IN POPPING AND LOCKING.

JOSHUA..... BBOY...... (rolling around.... hahaha)

ANGIE.... OUR TEAM MANAGER... MAJOR IN NEW JAZZ, AND HIP HOP....

ME..... MAJOR IN GYMNASTIC, NEW JAZZ AND HIP HOP GUA.... HAHA....

OUR LEADER ELAINE..... MAJOR IN HIP HOP, POPPING, NEW JAZZ AND REGGAE GUA....

ANGKU..... I LOVE HIS TEETH..... KAKA.... ANOTHER BBOY....

JACKSON 6300.... DA STAR IN OUR TEAM... IS A AH PEK ALSO.... MAJOR IN POPPING , BREAKING AND LOCKING......

those picture we took during our performance for HARN XIN college.... da mass com college.... saw a lot of local celebrities there....hee.....

anyway, MAX I forever..... always proud with u guys.....

love the moment dat spend with u all.....

DISNEYLAND PARIS!!!!!!!

2009-08-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

I bet when u guys saw my title... wil think that I want to visit there or going to visit there rite???

u guys are all wrong....

I seriously stuck with this visitor attraction's assignment la....haiz....

I wonder how to get all da company details of disneyland Paris... lol...

stress.....stress...stress......

anyone got any idea to get da organization profile for this ar.....????

I will really appreciate if anyone can help....

hee...

bless me.....

You're those one......

2009-08-04T22:51:00.000-07:00

U think that u're good rite???

lol... to clean those ppl's shoe u good la....

only be good to ppl when u need them...

n kick off ppl when u got another target to climb at....

u think everyone likes u???

stop dreaming ok.....

act like an aunty , talk like an aunty....

lol.....

every bad things will go back to u....

don make me curse u......

better repent!!!!!!!

Proud of u guys.....

2009-08-01T20:10:00.000-07:00

HOW IMPORTANT IS TT NITE TO ME.........

without TT nite, there are no MAX IDENTITY team.

ANGKU..... haha.... cute nya......

our leng chai JACKSON....

JOSHUA... our dictionary.... he looks so "round".... haha.....

KENT.... our DJ... he is da one who help us mix song.....

ANGIE.... our team manager... haha.... TT nite program master man... don play play....

ELAINE.... our team leader.....

without TT nite, I wont be a team leader for FRESTYLE and keep on forcing n scolding my team member. pity them... luckily all of them are good temper...

FRESTYLE in da house.....

PARIES.... our FRESTYLE gal gal.....

ICE.... FRESTYLE B-GIRL ler....but she is cute... she is my gossip partner lo...haha...

JOSHUA.... I bet he will ask me to do plastic surgery again if he saw this pic...haha....

now oni i realise that i din take picture with ANGKU personally ler... nvm la...i guess u guys know which one is him right??? haha....

without TT nite, I wont know those talented people. and keep on telling the whole world that this is my fren with "LC" face. haha..

YEE MIN... da CHAMPION from ASTRO SINGGING COMP 09... she is from TT nite oso...

ASH... from "FRIEND" da champion group from 8tv "zhong ji tian tuan" singing comp....
I know i look ugly in da pic..... laugh la laugh....hmm.....o ya... i fetch ASH home b4 lo.... haha... don jealous ya....

without TT nite, i wont know da whole TT "crazy gang" with me to share all da happiness.

without TT nite, i wont know anyone of them.................................................

this are TT nite 2008 FRESCO...... after da show.... everyone enjoy n pround to b a TT finalist.

I really need to thank ELAINE for keep on forcing me to join TT nite..... if not, mayb i'm da onewho always sit at da corner and show my emo face to others.. hehe.... know her since I was 15 ler.. when both of us study in da same secondary school, when we're cheerleaders, n best fren of coz... love u.....

we got da same M&G shirt even... i think we got a lot of same cloth rite??? hehe....

I lost all of our cheer picture lo. only got this wit my... ELAINE i go copy from you when I'm free la. hehe....

CHUA JACKSON... from MAX IDENTITY...Our CHAMPION lo.... super geng in POPPING... even sleep also can POP...lol... haha... o ya, his just got CHAMPION for da ALOHA FREESTYLE DANCE COMP!!! 1st runner up is ECX, which is da CHAMPION for ASTRO BATTLE GROUND 2008, 2nd runner up is our TT gang again.... BOIZ, all gals team...haha... really proud of u guys....da cash prize is RM 3000 lo... rich d la... ask him to treat all of da TT gang eat. haha... c after that how much he left... kaka... how bad am I....

this took after TT nite 09... I look so fat man....haiz...

After da ALOHA COMP, too happy that he won... til don no wat face expression i pose d... haha...

wa... this really "jing tian" lo.... this took during our TT nite year 08...

MAX IDENTITY... oni KENT not there la...rushing assignment I think.....

BRA from BOIZ group.....

LEMON.... da most tiny gal in da gang...hhaha... oso from BOIZ....

I LOVE TT gang so much!!!!!! kaka.... not everyone can get this kinda experience with them... should really appreciate it.....

RECENTLY.....

2009-07-27T01:38:00.000-07:00

a lot of things happening to me recently, i almost cant handle d... hope someone can help me, n listen to me... haiz...

family problem, relationship problem, frenship problem, my own stupid problem.... ARGH!!!!! i don no y always i like to think a lot.... mayb da problems is actually not dat serious n terrible, but i wonder y i can always think in da worst way... haiz... thats y it makes me suffer...

FAMILY : i stil cant make myself talk to my dad yet... although my mum seem lik already forgiv

him...

RELATIONSHIP : wonder since when quarrel become part of our communication.. i admit that

i'm da one who always lossing my temper on u... but... can u just stop over

controlling me???

FRIENDSHIP : mayb u think that i'm annoying... i really wonder whether i did something wrong

to u?? can u just tel me my problem face to face n stop talking behind of me!!!

don b that childish k.... da problem need to b settle....

seriously, i really need to cheer myself up.... if not i think i need to go to those psychologies d... hmm....

BON ODORI wit my dearest gang....

2009-07-19T21:00:00.000-07:00

saturday, as usual go teach class in da morning til afternoon... kinda tired... haiz...

but we stil decide to go BON ODORI that night... wit ANGIE, ELAINE, ELAINE's bf LIANG, ANGKU, MUN YEE, MUN YEE's bro, DAISY, n darbee... decide to drive there, but non of us know da way to da stadium..lol.. then we took almost 1hour to reach there lo.

at last, reach there... it was super crowded lo... there is some pic on that night u're c hw crowded it is... wanna buy some snack oso hard lo, need to wait don no hw long to get an ice cream. lol...

wel, saw a lot of wearin "he fu" there, wonder hw they can stay under those hot environment la. even da malay wearing it wit their "tudung". we was like OMG!!!!! haha....looks kinda weird la. malay n japan culture mix... kaka...

then elaine they al were busy dancing wit da crowd on that night, but i'm not in da mood, thats y not joining them... i think u al know da reason oso la... hee...

ELAINE. ANGIE, MUN YEE WERE DANCING THERE...

THERE R SO CROWDED THERE... LOL

DAISY....DAMIEN'S BRO....

oo nite n MAD2MAX comp.....

2009-07-17T03:53:00.000-07:00

After tt nite, da following weekend we attend for another oo nite...haha... erm... is "a bit" boring compare to tt nite la.. a bit oni... thats my opinion oni la. keke... but i think they d did their best, no nothing much for me to comment bout oso... i feel more enjoy after da oo nite finish lo. kaka, coz al of us bz taking pic wit as much pic as we can, coz not everytime wearing so nice ma, sure have to take la rite?? keke... here is some pic to share..

MAX I GIRLS....

wit ELAINE....

wit JOSHUA... da funny couple.....haha...

wit darbee...

MAX I - ANGKUSON.......kaka...

last year program master of oo nite... looks like today is his wedding day.. kaka

ALICIA tis year dancing finalist which oso from tren studio...

tis year finalist ruby... leng lui ler....

wit DJ RAIN...

wit 31...

ANGIE n me.... angie, u got nice pose leh...haha

da WHOLE tt gang....

then last friday, hmm... MAX IDENTITY join da inter college dance comp which organize by help college, which held at MOS... 1st time join inter college comp lo...hmm.. is a nice experience, n we got 2nd on that day... n da 1st place goes to DYNAMICS team that al da way from malacca MMU college... they r good... hehe... they really wel prepared for da comp.. not like us, oni practice da battle part in da last minute n oni practice once coz everyone seem like busy wit their own thingy. hmm.. anyway, is a nice experience... coming dance comp which organize by taylors college, mayb we're joining oso... really need to practice wel tis time d....hehe... jia you to MAX I...

MAX IDENTITY wit TT nite SYMBOL... without tt nite we cant dance together...

continue wit tt nite pic...

2009-07-13T21:18:00.000-07:00

anything happen there???

darbee n leng lui elaine.....

ex tt.....

wit darbee wilson....

cutie ice & me...

the gals... for ex tt performance..

after tt nite...

wit my little sis..joey...

wit Joshua... da dictionary,,,kaka....

damein n his bro daisy.....haha...

tiny lemon n me...

me n da sexy xiao ke...

wit leng chai leon n dj rain...

da scary jackson...

wit kent....

TT nite post!!!!

2009-07-07T01:49:00.000-07:00

a lot of things happen last week... got sad things n also got happy things... but it seem like sad things afftect me more....haiz...

at last...we had finish our ex tt performance during tt nite d.... wel done everyone..it is a very nice show...haha...praise myself pula... wel, i know there r a lot of stress n those unhappy thingy happen when we practicing or wat, but we stil manage to over come it n done a good show... nreally proud wit u guys...

it seem like i'm the last one to post a tt blog ho.. everyone seem like vy gan jiong to post up those picture n video clip.. k k... i oso have to update d... tis is da pic that we took during tt nite n da video of our performance, u ask me personally la, i show u da video..coz upload here vy slow ler..n da pic to be continue next post....

then yesterday damien going to leave us to australia for his further studies... then everyone skip their class to send him. i skip til cant rush bac for my quiz that marks counted for coursework lo... til wilson scold me for that... coz actually he ask me not to skip de...hm...luckily my lecturer let me resit next week...thank god...n thank you beng shan for telling me that. hee...al da girls cry like a baby there... haha... including DAMIEN.. kaka... i got some of their crying photo here.. show u guys later. keke... hw come i sound so happy that he leaving a... aiyo, although i'm not that close like lala n kangaroo wit him... but we stil good fren ma... sure sad wan... sob sob...

i twisted my leg after i wake up lo... so kless... now walk oso hard d... hope wont really affect my dance n can recover b4 my comp for tis friday. hmm... today need to go MOS for reheasal ler... c got which geng team there la... hee...

p/s: dad, i really dissapointed to u...i cant believe that u wil did this to us......

Alone........

2009-07-01T22:53:00.000-07:00

ALWAYS ALONE.........

feel the world just left me behind like this.....

acting those fake caring.

mayb i'm annoying, useless for them....

wat so ever....

Fairwel for FANG........

2009-06-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY... kinda busy for me ler... morning go lecture class, afternoon got ex tt performance somemore...hmm... but kinda enjoy during performing. hee... but no video to share wit u guys now la. but there is some pic we took after da performance..... TT crazy gang here.....

after performance i cant join them for lunch la. too bad d... haiz... coz have to rush home n fetch my sis go bukit jalil training. don no since when it d become my daily routine to fetch here d la, n my part time job is driver d. haiz...wat to do, who ask me to b da eldest among my sibling... haiz...

After fetching my sis, again i rush to sunway pyramid for my dance studio de fren fairwel gathering...hmm.. coz she have to go perlis to continue her university. aiyo.... so "shan ka la" de place. pity her...anyway, we really do enjoy da gathering. JASON, BRENBOO, SANG were joining us too... long time din meet them d... a lot of things to update wit them lo... as we know we r "GANGSTER MA" wit those funny slang, taking stupid pic, taking stupid things lol......haha...anyway, i do really enjoy wit u guys la. o ya, BOO, JASON, n SANG... i know wat u guys discuss a bout k... bout da wild channel, n da pic da BOO try to take... don too over....

ME, BENNIE, n FANG........

JUN wit us.......

SANG, BOO, N JASON... LOL....
NAH>>> CRAZY US.... heee....

after da gathering i fetch BENNIE n FANG go home... talk a lot in da car.. bout studio thingy... quite confuse to made decision whether to leave anot... pity bennie that she suffer alot in da studio... she really a good person... haiz....

i think most of da ppl not really und wat i'm writing... but u know who u r... heee....

Busy nya~

2009-06-21T20:09:00.000-07:00

start bac to my busy life again lo. haiz... busy wit assignment, dance, piano, going here n there... lol... not enough time to sleep ler.. i think my eves balck than panda bear d. keke...of coz cant compare wit those angie they al la. they reali busy wit tt lo. c them so stress i pula cant help, feel a bit guilty lo. hmm... sorry dears.... hee.. but i'm sure that i'm a good listener la, mayb i cant giv u guys those good opinion n suggestion but if u guys need someone to talk then find me la ya...

long time din really involve in dance d. recently wanna prepare for ex tt performance n da comin MOS dance comp that compete between colloges. fuiyo, 1st time join comp wit MAX IDENTITY in outside comp ler. a bit excited. keke... really need to work harder d... feel time runnin so fast, i'm an ex tt finalist d. lol... another side, my studio dance teammate oso bz preparing another dance audition, so i'm running 2place for practice.

haiz.. don no y i get myself so busy oso. always heard my coursemates discuss where to go, which movie to watch i oso cant join. i think they oso use to it d. thats y din ask me to join oso. haiz...even wilson start to blame me that i din really spend time wit him recently, we gt quite some time din date d lo. sorry darbee... hope u und la. i'm busy wit my stuff la, nt busy playing there. hee... i wil try to find out some time to watch transformers wit u de la. so don worry la ya...

ANGRYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-16T04:25:00.000-07:00

today really very super "bu shuang" da silly lecturer... let her kek til almost vomit blood d... haiz... i think she really gt problem wan, sometimes she can laugh til da whole block can heard it. lol.. act like she is cute. sometimes pula simply shoot ppl. wat she think she is!! hate to have her class.. today during tutorial, again she gave us thos quiz.. swt.. really hard to explain hw she act itis afternoon, feel wanna give her a fly kick on her face. lol... thanks FIONA that fight back wit her, let her know her mistake. lol... wanna curse her til she sneeze over hundred times in a day.

so FIONA no need to say sorry to us for showing ur temper, u got ur right for that actually, but after that just take it easy la ya. don make urself so angry coz of tis. not healthy ler. kaka^^

o ya, 1 more thing i think i really wanna plan hw to kil or cut of da stupid TIMOTHY's meat la. i really cant understand hw come tis kind of ppl can survive in tis world 4so long la. he vy super duper "yong shui" lo. til c him oso wanna punch him oni. lol... tis kind of ppl should not name by timothy la... cant suit wit him oso wat. lol... n his always talk nonsen during class n try to act funny stuff, but cant he realize that he really look horrible la. he is so annoying!!!!!! lol...

A little bit bout my life

2009-06-12T00:42:00.000-07:00

k... i seem to b a bit outdated to start have a blog now....hee... 4give me pls... i barely on9 last time...that's y...

Here, start to describe a little bit bout my life...hee..me, just a vy simple girl who takes frens as da most important ppl in my life...sometimes they really important than my family...(hope my family wont read tis..) but recently, i found that certain of my frens were purposely advoid themselve to talk to me...haiz...am i doing something wrong?? they start not to invite me to join them. am i too sensetive? or i'm thinking too much? haiz....just feel like i cant really catch their topic n bac to da same like last time....by the way, i hope myself can b better wit them...

DANCING.. is another thing which is vy important in my life...wit dancing, i find my confident n freedom there...recently, i feel totally opposite compare to wat i feel when i'm dancing last time... i din feel myslef improving... mayb i din really spend my time to practice it or wat. haiz...anyway, i wil repent.

MAX IDENTITY....my dearest teammates of dancing....we share everythings wit each other, doing crazy things wit them...have a lot of memories wit them... but ytd, we had a vy important meeting wit each other, n said that meyb my team leader ELAINE , our best dancer JACKson might joining the other group for performance n competition... k, i admit that i'm kinda angry n sad when i knew it... but think deeply, they r both good dancer...n da group that offering them tis oppoturnity is oso kinda famous. if they take tis opportunity, i think they can learn more things from them n get more experience through them, beside tis is oso a good opporturnity..in the
other hand, wat we worry is they might b not joining us any more n so on... but in their promise, they wil stil into us n their 1st choice stil is MAX I... really hope they wil keet their promise.... hope our spirit wil NEVER end... i love them vy muchie......hehe...

MY DARBEE... a caring n understanding person... but sometimes too caring d. hee... anyway, i appreciate that he always that understand me, be patient to me... sometimes i'm really too childish n cant really hold my temper...he is da one who suffer... pity him..hehe...

i think thats al for my 1st post... we share wit u guys again if there is anythings special....