Monday, June 28, 2010

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This is da don no how many times you've make me cried and shouted infront of you.... I feel myself like a mad ppl, but I just cant control myself...
I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm hurt cause of your words...
I cant act like nothing happen da next day like you...
Yes, I admit that I'm a girl who like to cry...
I will cry anytime when I feel hurt and even when I'm angry...
You said you wont put me in this situation again, but you did da same.
Maybe I care too much on what you've said....
As you say, I'm da one that always let myself suffer...
yes, this is me.. I will always think of those negative things.
and you will tell me that I'm actually think too much... I think every girl will do so.


Some of my friend asked, how long you guys been together???
and 100% of them will be kinda suprised with the answer " how come you guys act like only being for 2 months?"....
Well, I always got no answer for this. Maybe is my problem, sometimes I will feel uncomfortable that we act too close infront of others...
But I realize that even when there is only both of us, there is still nothing better.
Ok, there is some of the couple curious that why we can act so much like FRIEND??
I admit that I really feel proud in the beginning, we can tell each other everything, just like normally what you will tell your frens.
Maybe we act too much like friend. That' y the problems always there...

Thursday, June 17, 2010

There is so many things to update....

I got no idea where i should start...should i update about my trip? shooting experience? performances? Competition? current life? current mood? college stuff? Frens? bf???

Omg!!! I seriously got no idea....

By da way, I'm still fine nothing special, no any changes about me. Everythings going smoothly, and I hope they wont give me those "suprise" again, if not i will be in da koma situation. seriously I barely accept the chanllenge that we suppose to go thru in life. K, I admit that I'm weak. haha...

So, do wait for my updates guys... haha...

miss u guys a lot...